So i'v had a dream with this one girl. It is a real girl, but i'v never talked to her. In fact i only "know" her online from one site. She once acknowledged me, but it was just a simple reply to one of my posts (it was quite sweet though).
I think i'v developed crush on her, but it was kind of different than a regular crush. Its been going on for weeks now.
I never had dream like this before.. we went out together and it just felt so real, with all the awkwardnes and my SA, the way she reacted and everything - it was way too real. We were both happy. We spent the night together, just talking, cuddling and having a good time (NOT having sex). As we were approaching morning, i started to realize it is just a dream (while i was still in dream, laying next to her). I knew i will never see her again (as the dream will end and i will wake up) and apparently she realized that too. So in the morning we said goodbye, kissed and then she left.
Then i woke up. From the feelings of happiness and excitement it quickly turned into feelings of emptiness and sadness. I couldnt shake off this strange feeling whole day. The reality just hurts.
It was still the best dream i'v had in years - basicly a lucid dream with a girl i'v had crush on.
