Anybody else experience the following...?

[Scrabbl]

I don't get it when people says girls are HOT, I like them, cuz either of their good grades or ...idk, never I went for a girl for looks, it was always something that I can't put my finger on it

so innocent

Not that there's anything wrong with it.

 

[BrokenSailor]

I have a lot of confidence in my appearance when I'm in the comfort of my home and in front of the mirror. The moment I step outside the confidence is obscured by insecurities. I feel ugly, hideous, and disgusting outside of my house. I think it has a lot to do with my experiences in grade school; was picked on alot for looking different. Ever since I believed people would always see me as a freak. I could stare at my face/body for hours in front of the mirror at home admiring my features...sucks that Im the complete opposite in front of people.