Angel_Of_Death
Well-known member
I've noticed personally that my social anxiety is sometimes worse than other times...I'm not exactly sure why. When I get anxiety it also seems that feeling depressed immediately follows.
For the past 2 days, my social anxiety has actually been higher and I've also at the same time felt really depressed. I guess I can point out exactly what caused me feeling this way, I had a 1 on 1 meeting with one of the managers at work, she's new, a milf, she's hot...and during our 20 minutes session I was extremely anxious, I'm sure she noticed...I had a shaky voice, was extremely nervous and was sweating like crazy. When I was done with the meeting I felt really bad because I had no reason to feel that way. It made me realize at that point how severe my (our) problem really is, and how it's gonna make me find a girlfriend almost impossible. I was so depressed after that I couldn't sleep at night and spent the whole time in tears.
Today I went to a friends house and drank alot...I've been using alcohol and marijuana as way of coping with the problem but I know it's not the solution.
I've also noticed on this site, that most people including myself just come here to rant about our problems. But there isn't much about solutions of getting passed and beating this damn freakin disease...
I just wish there would be something out there that could magically cure my social anxiety so i can freakin get on with my life.
I feel really depressed, sad and frustrated at the same time.
For the past 2 days, my social anxiety has actually been higher and I've also at the same time felt really depressed. I guess I can point out exactly what caused me feeling this way, I had a 1 on 1 meeting with one of the managers at work, she's new, a milf, she's hot...and during our 20 minutes session I was extremely anxious, I'm sure she noticed...I had a shaky voice, was extremely nervous and was sweating like crazy. When I was done with the meeting I felt really bad because I had no reason to feel that way. It made me realize at that point how severe my (our) problem really is, and how it's gonna make me find a girlfriend almost impossible. I was so depressed after that I couldn't sleep at night and spent the whole time in tears.
Today I went to a friends house and drank alot...I've been using alcohol and marijuana as way of coping with the problem but I know it's not the solution.
I've also noticed on this site, that most people including myself just come here to rant about our problems. But there isn't much about solutions of getting passed and beating this damn freakin disease...
I just wish there would be something out there that could magically cure my social anxiety so i can freakin get on with my life.
I feel really depressed, sad and frustrated at the same time.