Quietguy11
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Hey guys, tonight was a fairly productive night for me. Me and my brother in law went down to one of our friends place for a night of tea and anime, and although I was nervous about going, I knew it would be better than staying at home. So when I got there I was surprisingly a lot more talkative than would normally be the case. So I was pretty happy about that. The problem is, just after a good 15 minutes into the night, I started feeling as if my mind was putting up an invisible wall between myself and my friends. I found it ridiculously hard to think of stuff to say because my mind felt blank. I'm giving myself a pat on the back though, for me to talkative for even 15 minutes is a definite positive! Usually I can't say more than a few words the entire night I'm out with my friends. Part of it has to do with my mind feeling blank, but at the same time, it's as if I fear that my voice won't come out strong enough when I talk, and that I will sound awkward to the person listening to me. Like sometimes I will go to speak and I will trip over my tongue until I finally get the words out. Tonight was the best I've been in a social situation in a long time. It's just unfortunate that it couldn't last throughout the night. It's like I burn social fuel easier than my friends.
Any advice on how to keep conversations going would be very helpful. I think I need the confidence to speak up, and to not be so self-conscious.
Any advice on how to keep conversations going would be very helpful. I think I need the confidence to speak up, and to not be so self-conscious.