Meow
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I went to therapy for the first time ever yesterday and we came to the conclusion that part of my problem (SP,GAD,Depression) is chemicals in my brain but also things I am angry, hurt, upset etc about deep down, things that have never been dealt with. When she said this I realised it's true... I am mad at my family for not believing in me, for not helping me when I started getting sick, to make my life difficult even without being sick, being sick just made it that much worse.
We are on better terms now, only because I moved far far far away to be with someone else. I went without saying goodbye. Now they are making a lot of effort to be the parents they weren't when I was there. But I haven't dealt with how I feel about the way they treated me, every time I think about it I try NOT to think about it because it hurts too much and triggers a feeling I don't like.
So I guess I was wondering, is anyone else mad at their family, did anyones family let them down, do you think this is part of the reason you have problems today?
Of course every one has some kind of issues with their family, but I meant beyond that.
We are on better terms now, only because I moved far far far away to be with someone else. I went without saying goodbye. Now they are making a lot of effort to be the parents they weren't when I was there. But I haven't dealt with how I feel about the way they treated me, every time I think about it I try NOT to think about it because it hurts too much and triggers a feeling I don't like.
So I guess I was wondering, is anyone else mad at their family, did anyones family let them down, do you think this is part of the reason you have problems today?
Of course every one has some kind of issues with their family, but I meant beyond that.