incomprehensible
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Im thinking of doing something horrific to myself live on the internet and make sure all my family sees it as some kind of punishment. The longer im clean from drugs the more fucked in the head i realize i am and hopeless it is and how alienated i am from everyone and i half blame my family.
I want to make them feel despair and guilt probaly only coz im turning into a sociopath. Maybe even lighting myself on fire in the middle of a shopping mall excites me. Ive had enough and its time to do something horrific and desecrate myself and make all the self serving, inconsiderate, complacent, careless, ignorant, blazee fucks being friends and family see what theiv contributed too.
I want to make them feel despair and guilt probaly only coz im turning into a sociopath. Maybe even lighting myself on fire in the middle of a shopping mall excites me. Ive had enough and its time to do something horrific and desecrate myself and make all the self serving, inconsiderate, complacent, careless, ignorant, blazee fucks being friends and family see what theiv contributed too.