jhanniffy
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So for me it is really hard to met people, make friends, get close to someone, let them in, trust. At the moment I am almost finished a one year course and have had a nice small groups of friends while doing it.
Over the last month I have been noticing one of the girls is trying to get closer to me. She is a lot like me but in a lot more open (she doesn’t have sa or anything, we just share a lot of the same options and stuff). I remember when we first met I would feel embarrassed for her when she would say some stuff in class but I have gotten used to it now. At the moment she is treating me like a real friend, showing an interest in me and even organising stuff for us to do together (which never happens, I always have to organise stuff if I want to do anything with anyone). She is trying to get me to stay at hers next week so I don’t have to spend the week at home and so we can work on our psychology assignment together. She rings me everyday asking how I’m doing in my assignment, asking for help with hers or if I need help.
Add in the fact that she is moving away in May I’m finding it hard to trust her. I have this feeling in my head that she is just using me to do well in her assignment, get notes when she is out and update her when she misses class. I am the type of person who would do anything for anyone if they need help in college as I am in everyday and go to every single class (freak I know, but feel if I miss one class I will not be able to catch up) and am a complete pushover even if it does annoy me to do to. I know I should be great full to have someone as a friend but I really don’t want to feel used again.
Over the last month I have been noticing one of the girls is trying to get closer to me. She is a lot like me but in a lot more open (she doesn’t have sa or anything, we just share a lot of the same options and stuff). I remember when we first met I would feel embarrassed for her when she would say some stuff in class but I have gotten used to it now. At the moment she is treating me like a real friend, showing an interest in me and even organising stuff for us to do together (which never happens, I always have to organise stuff if I want to do anything with anyone). She is trying to get me to stay at hers next week so I don’t have to spend the week at home and so we can work on our psychology assignment together. She rings me everyday asking how I’m doing in my assignment, asking for help with hers or if I need help.
Add in the fact that she is moving away in May I’m finding it hard to trust her. I have this feeling in my head that she is just using me to do well in her assignment, get notes when she is out and update her when she misses class. I am the type of person who would do anything for anyone if they need help in college as I am in everyday and go to every single class (freak I know, but feel if I miss one class I will not be able to catch up) and am a complete pushover even if it does annoy me to do to. I know I should be great full to have someone as a friend but I really don’t want to feel used again.