Meili
Member
My name is Meili and I am 17 years old. If you're wondering about my name it's Chinese; I am half Swiss and half Chinese. I tend to be extremely avoidant of people that I don't know, so I have very few friends, I also hate social occasions(so you can imagine how much I hate school, it's not uncommon for me to go 8 hours without talking in school) and I blush excessively and so easily, and I can not stress how much I hate it when people point out that I'm blushing! It just makes it worse and I feel like ripping out their throats. :evil: So good thing you can't see me through a computer screen 8) .
I didn't understand very much why I blushed so much and what not till I just did some research recently, which lead me to this website. I read about the symptoms and I suprisingly met most of them, although I could be misdiagnosing myself, but I really don't want to seek any professional help at the moment. This is something I really wouldn't want to admit to my mom, it would be terribly awkward and she probably wouldn't do anything anyway. So for now I'll just have temporary relief by just expressing it here!
I didn't understand very much why I blushed so much and what not till I just did some research recently, which lead me to this website. I read about the symptoms and I suprisingly met most of them, although I could be misdiagnosing myself, but I really don't want to seek any professional help at the moment. This is something I really wouldn't want to admit to my mom, it would be terribly awkward and she probably wouldn't do anything anyway. So for now I'll just have temporary relief by just expressing it here!