Alcohol is among the best for me also, if i mix in amphetamine also i may get away the drunky feeling, but you will replace it depending how you are with aggressive, impulsive behaviour. But for me, benzo is a joke compared to alcohol, if you are lucky benzo works a couple of days(then you must lay in bed and wait because of the tolerance buildup, and in either case alcohol is better for me ) but it never lasts, alcohol isn't about tolerance in the same way in my experience. But i guess alcohol depletes you of many important vitamines, so drink much water and take vitamines, maybe that's the best for SAD overall. And for the threadstarter, for me Wellbutrin give some of the similar effects alcohol does, and that's the only pill that comes even close to alcohol in my own experience. Maybe barbiturates does the trick also, but you may need to take depot pills if you test them/ or opiods in general, and let your doctor/ drugdealer give you the best suitable sort, maybe then you have some pleasent months ahead of you.