Anonymous
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well first of all i just want to say hello to everyone and happy new year. I desperatly need advice on something, and what better place to ask than here. Well this is my story. I recently went to Mexico to my parents hometown. The time i was their, my mom introduced me to a girl, well soon after, we hit it off, started dacing, and talking about everything.This went on for a couple of days until we became a "couple". After two weeks or so, she went back to her hometown which is Baja California, and i came back to San Antonio. She gave me her phone # so i called her, but at that time i wasn't shure what we where, so i talked very very seriously with her and we made our relationship permanent "even dought we r 2 far apart". Shes my girlfriend now !!, but this is what worries me: first of all shes older than me by five years, and as you can imagine shes very outgoing, and shes a teacher for elementry kids in Baja, this worries me because im afraid that if our relationship goes on to be more than just boyfriend and girlfriend, im afraid of meeting her parents, her friends and be a part of her life. I feel like i dont deserve her because she has a career and doing so good in life ,and i just have a lame job due to my SA. i simply feel worth less when im with her, in some ways i envy her. but the thing is that i really really feel with all of my heart that i do love her and to be honest i havent felt this for any other girl i've been with, and i feel like she is the one. When i talk to her i just feel like the world doesnt matter to me only being with her. but im afraid that when i meet her friends and relatives, and they see how nervous i am, they r gonna think im not good 4 her. and all of this is because of this thing that is messing up my life and the people i want to be with. SOME ADVICE!!!!