A special trick to being a lot more social

oscarwilde

Active member
I am sorry to say, but alcohol is my special little trick. Don't recommend it to anyone or anything, but it's amazing in a way that as few as 1-2 bottle of beers puts me into a perfectly different mindset. It's as if I took a magic potion and entered the world of normal. I can't possibly know, but I can only guess this is what 'regular people' feel like. Stimulated just enough to get on with your stupid stuff, but not enough to care where you look, what you think, who looks at you, who thinks what etc. I can't say that I feel good, but I feel somewhat... normal. Yeah. That's the word.

Painful to think I am 2 bottles away from freedom.
 
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