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All the times that I did something embarrassing or stupid feel like they're building up in my mind. Sometimes I think about those moments and I feel a deep sense of embarrassment and shame. I wonder if the people who were around me ever think back on it and laugh. I wish I had never...

I haven't had a job for a year now. And my whole thing right now is that I was going to weekly therapy sessions and all of that. I have to be doing something or my mom would kick me out. This kind of fills the void of not working or going to school. The sad thing is that I was mainly going...

I find it hard to leave the house when my family is home, because then I'll have to say goodbye to them or explain where I'm going. I also find myself trapped in my room, even afraid to use the bathroom or to get a drink. This chronic anxiety never goes away, it's like torture. I really wish...

I absolutely hated it, it was a cashier at a sports venue. Dealing with customers all day, answering phones, worst of all the co workers and bosses who were always talking to each other and me and all that. I never got comfortable at all and the anxiety just got worse and worse. I can't face...

Problems that you can share with people and you don't have to hide it from everyone. Like having troubles with a girlfriend or something. It must be nice to have a problem that people can relate with and you can share it. Sometimes I wish I had a harder life growing up, like growing up in a...

All of my free time is devoted to fiction, whether it be watching a TV shows, movies, playing games, reading books etc. I know this might sound gay, but I really just want to leave this world behind and join the characters and be a part of them. It's like the only way I can interact with...

Ironically enough because I'm too afraid to leave the house to get a job. I understand where my mom is coming from but I have no clue how I'll manage. I think I'll just kill myself if she goes through and does it. It seems easy to everyone like "Oh, why don't you have a job? You lazy?" Every...

I basically wake up and get on the computer and ignore any problems and don't do anything until I go to sleep. Each time I sleep, this effectively resets the day and I spend the next day doing the same exact thing. If something is going to happen the next day, it's completely out of my mind, it...

All I ever wanted was to be able to grow a good, full beard and have a badass deep voice. I know this seems lame to wish for these things, but I hate having the appearance and voice of a young boy. I really look up to badass, manly figures and wish I could be like them. I'm 19, I wish I could...

My mom is pressuring me all the time and I wish I didn't have this anxiety to get in the way. I have so much trouble applying at places. I can be in crowded locations and feel fine, but when something is expected or me, or I have to interact with people deeper than a cashier/customer kind of...

Like I could be put into a room that had a computer, a TV, a bed, and constantly resupplied with food. And I wouldn't have to talk to anyone or deal with anyone. I think only then could I be really happy. I'm fine by myself but then other people bring me down so much. I wish I could have...

I live in a permanent state of nostalgia. I always think back a few days or even years, as long as I can remember, and think about how good things used to be. Just things I did as a kid, people I knew. In the present, I'm depressed and the future scares the shit out of me. So I'm never happy...

I've always admired soldiers and have thought of joining up. I am not scared over the physical side at all. I know I can handle that. Its just the social aspect. Being around so many new people seems terrifying. I just have no motivation at all in life. I dont know what I want to do...

I've been kind of pressured into doing this. I've gone down there almost every summer as I was growing up, with lots of relatives there. I have two cousins that are my age that I've always been friends with. But now I just feel too old. I'm 19 now. It's just mentally I haven't grown up at...

Basically from an age when I had friends during school, but now I just spend all day alone on the computer when I'm not at work. It was basicially just me and him talking really awkwardly so I turned on the TV. It was horrible and I just wanted him to leave. Then he wanted to know if I wanted...

Now I'm late with my car inspection because I was too nervous to take it in. I always end up avoiding things, whether it be friends or appointments or anything. I'd rather just spend the whole day at home.

When I'm actually in the situations I might have a bit of anxiety but it's not too much. But the days before I have to do something, I'll be incredibly anxious. I can't relax on my days off from work, because I'm so worried about the next time I will, even if it's days away. If I were to...

How does it feel like to have a certain goal in life that you work for? And not because you have to, but you truly want it? I don't care to have a high paying job, do anything important, or be famous. I've never had a goal to work towards and it seems like everyone else does. Now I feel left...

I've recently been given a deadline by my parents that I need to get a job. I'm 18, and I've never worked anywhere before. The reason they're really crackign down on me is because I dropped out of a community college without telling them and wasted their money and half a year of my life. I had...