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  1. LoyalXenite

    Loyal's Thoughts

    I've made an appointment but its still a week and a half away. I ended up going to the ER to try and get a crisis assessment, and they gave me a few days of seroquel and an appointment today which turned out to not be what I thought and did not lead to me getting medication, so now I have to go...
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    Loyal's Thoughts

    Its still been quite a struggle. It's hard to see the family that last week I belonged in, to be there but I no longer belong. It hurts so much. I'm struggling processing no longer being a mother to a child that I can still see but isn't mine anymore, I don't know how to begin grieving that...
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    Loyal's Thoughts

    She seems pretty set on it so as much as I would like for her to change her mind on it, it's not likely, she's already bought a new mattress and moved to a different bedroom, she told what was our son. Family knows. It's all pretty clear she's decided on it. Its definitely hard, but at least...
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    Loyal's Thoughts

    Yeah well guess what... somehow I'm back here to remind everyone that it can all go up in fucking smoke in seconds too. I no longer have a job, and a week before our one year anniversary she broke up with me. It happened yesterday and I am utterly devastated. I was a quite blindsinded by the...
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    New Game!!

    Theatre
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    Loyal's Thoughts

    Yeah thats fair, my allergies do tend to get pretty agitated after some shifts, but sinus issues and rashes are definitely worth working with animals for me. I was sneezing my way through the last half hour of my last shift 😂 And thanks 😊 its definitely much nicer on this end of the past...
  7. LoyalXenite

    The Person Above You

    Is en route for a paddlin'
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    New Game!!

    Audition
  9. LoyalXenite

    Gamers thread

    Very keen for The Legend of Zelda: Tears of the Kingdom, it comes out on my birthday so I definitely am thinking I can justify the spend 😂 I started replaying botw a while ago to get back into the mood for it but I havent had as much time or focus for gaming lately so havent gotten around to...
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    rate the last film you watched

    Rons Gone Wrong - 7/10 Initially put this on for some background noise though I'd been intrigued by the premise, turned out I enjoyed it quite more than I anticipated. Then again I have always had a soft spot for kids movies lol
  11. LoyalXenite

    The Person Above You

    Takes it too far 😂
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    Person above you thread

    is known to be leading the vegetable rebellion, but is also rumoured to have been seen with several chocolate bars hidden in all the left jacket sleeves
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    New Game!!

    Presents
  14. LoyalXenite

    Post your picture thread

    I figured it's been a while since I posted at all, let alone posted a pic so why not? Bonus dingo shot too 😂
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    My online journey journal

    It looks awesome!
  16. LoyalXenite

    Loyal's Thoughts

    Welp, Immmmm bacccckkkk and whoo boy has there been A LOT of changes since I was last in here, frankly Im not too sure where to even start so I guess I'll try and do a brief sum up of the last year... So when we last left off I was living in half a garage, working retail at an office supply...
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    Loyal's Thoughts

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    Loyal's Thoughts

    Yes it definitely seems to be a trend I've noticed
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    Loyal's Thoughts

    My relationship with her has never been great really, she was quite emotionally and physically abusive as I was growing up so really it was a stupid choice on my part to go seeking comfort there. All its done is damage my emotional and mental wellbeing. Mine always made those kinds of comments...
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