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I have been diagnosed with: Post Traumatic Stress Disorder. Obsessive Compulsive Disorder. Borderline Personality Disorder. The one that has controlled my life the most, and is making my everyday life rather difficult is being borderline. Im sorry this is like a book, but I really hope you take...

I CLEARLY DONT HAVE AN EATING DISORDER. Bad eating tendencies, maybe. But, I used to fit well into my size 2 pants, and even some size 4 pants. Now my size 2 pants fit,but they are like really loose around my waist, and I can pull them away from my stomach so much, they barely fit. Now my...

Last night I broke up with my boyfriend because he came home, and we got into a fight over nothing really, it was something stupid and I said "get out." Then eventually I said "im done, get your ****, and get out." I was fine last night, and up until this morning I hadnt cried for 12 hours...

Thoughts wont ease, my mind blurred. So many questions that go unheard. One day I want you gone, the next please stay. I wonder which it will be on this messed up day. I used to be so in love with you. But lately im sick of the **** you put me through. Before when you were upset with me id...

I was sexually assaulted by my uncle, and last night I had a weird dream about him. We were at his and my aunts house for a party, all of my family. And he ended up talking to someone next to me, so I kept putting my hand near his and slightly touching his. Then he leaned over to me, and I...

Last year I went for my first pap smear ever, sadly I got a phone call saying it did not come back normal. I was told last year I have HPV. BUT WHAT THE DOCTOR DIDNT TELL ME LAST YEAR, was something I found out the other day when I went to the doctors today for a birth control consult. It...

Last year I went for my first pap smear ever, sadly I got a phone call saying it did not come back normal. I was told last year I have HPV. BUT WHAT THE DOCTOR DIDNT TELL ME LAST YEAR, was something I found out today when I went to the doctors today for a birth control consult. It wasnt just...

Im determined to work out, and cut back on my food intake until I see the number 109 come up on the scale. Im so close the number I saw this morning was 110.5. I know I can accomplish being under 110! And I just want to keep losing weight. I just need to have control over myself, and stay...

This is a poem about me, I have Borderline Personality Disorder. Where are the colors, where is the grey? Thoughts of black and white are all I can convey. I see two extremes, love or hate. My mind always changing, continually on debate. My emotions arent even on the brink of stable...

So I went to the local hospital today to the behavioral health clinic for the second part of my evaluation. I thought I just had OCD really bad but it turns out after my evaluation I have the following: OCD. Social anxiety. Generalized anxiety. And Borderline personality disorder. [A...

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I am nineteen years old, and my boyfriend is fifty three. I met him when I was horseback riding, and never really expected to see much of him after that. But me being friendly would always say hi to him, when we would both be at horse events, since we both ride. And I went away on vacation for...

Today started off good.

Every day I wake up, and wonder if ill make it through. Emotions always flood me, and things said I misconstrue. My brain is muffled with feelings that I can not comprehend. Why must I cry these constant tears, im at a dead end. No one believes that something is wrong. Yet this suffering has...

I have OCD. And the main thing I do is touch things several times, over and over. And my sister can be rather mean to me. When she has friends over she makes fun of me and tells her friends to watch what I do. And today my dad was in the kitchen, and I was touching the fridge. So he started...

This is what I deal with on a daily basis. Welcome to my life. THESE ARE ONLY SOME OBSESSIONS AND COMPULSIONS NOT ALL! Obsessive Thoughts: 1. I have a fear of gaining weight. - I wont take birth control. - I starve myself some days, but then other days I eat everything in sight. - I have...

Met a famous person? Check. Gone to a famous persons house? Check. Got a famous persons autograph? Check. Ive met Edward Begley Jr. [ A actor, who currently has his own show ] Ive been to Shania Twains old house. [ She is a country singer ] Ive gotten Chuck Wicks autograph on a picture of him...

Leaves are falling from trees, as I look out in the yard. Fall, finally setting in. The blue sky, unclear by the white of passing clouds. As sun shines bright, across the mountains. We calmly sit together on the porch of our home. A place, we have shared for months. Wrapped in a blanket, I try...

Who on this site has OCD? I have yet to talk to anyone on here that has OCD? And I kind of was hoping to talk to someone who is also deal with it. Hmm.

Every day I wake up, and wonder if ill make it through. Emotions always flood me, and things said I misconstrue. My brain is muffled with feelings that I can not comprehend. Why must I cry these constant tears, im at a dead end.