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These are some of my OCD obsessions - fears: 1. I have a huge fear of gaining weight. So huge that I refuse to go on birth control because there is a possibility that you can gain a few pounds from it. Now, when I told my doctor that she goes "well would you rather gain a few pounds, or would...

I just got such a great, relieving phone call! The hospital just called me and it was the girl from The Behavioral Health Center, in order to even get into this place you need to be referred by a doctor, you cant have your family or any friends refer you, so im glad they called me! I have an...

This is my horse, his name is Pedro. He is a 19 year old paint horse. He has one blue eye which is called a watch eye, and one brown one. He is the best horse, and has the best personaility. And I love him so much! [If you click on the pictures they get a little bigger.]

The bathroom feels cold, as I sit on the side of the shower. The thing I hold in my hands, giving me all the power. Its shiny, sharp blade glisens in the yellow light. This enclosed, red room, is where I slip away too at night. To everyone around me they seem to not know. The harm I cause my...

Hey everyone! Well, im new to this site, I joined a couple of days ago, so I just thought id post this to show you all who I am, and what im all about. :) Hopefully you get a good first impression, and not a bad one. :) A little about me: Im really nice, and open to talking to people, so dont...

I move around, like a dead person walking. My mouth moves, but you cant hear me talking. I drag my body along the ground. I feel like my limbs, are restricted, and bound. This noose around my neck, causing strangulation. Leaves me in a state of perturbation. My mind is confused, and isnt...

The woods, darkened by the color black. Visible, sits a small, run down shack. I can feel my throat being restrained. Knowing thats where they were contained. Dead bodies, covered the wood based floor. My body stood still, as I took in the dreadful gore. I knew that I was...

Getting dragged by my arms along the beat down trail. I can feel my face go flush, and turn goshtly pale. We stop between the trees, in a space not easily seen. I regret what comes next, as he reaches for his jeans. Its not the first time ive been forced to do this action. Although everytime...

A darkened room, where I spend my lonesome time. Each day growing more difficult, and harder to climb. Depression has grounded its feet in my soul. Im drained of all energy, and loosing control. No one understands the pain that I face. Its as though my life is in an out of reach place. My eyes...

Depression tears away at me, breaking me down. The one soul thing, that I cant get around. To me I see no light, thats shines from the end. Carrying around a weight others cant comprehend. I cry every night, about things so small. My eyes burn, colored red, sitting against the wall. People dont...

For starters im a 19 year old female, and I am bi. I have an amazing boyfriend, who I want to spend the rest of my life with. I dont ever want to be with any other guy, or person ever. He has my heart, and I love him more than anything. Words cant even describe how strongly I feel about him...