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Maybe you will get closer to it. It's only been the last 2 years my outlook has shifted.

Yes , people still confuse and scare the hell out of me, and this forum is a good place to vent that confusion.

It's almost 10 years since I joined this site. I'm not 100% better but life has headed in a better direction.

You and me babe, how about it?

I don't miss the avalanche of thoughts that wouldn't let me sleep at night. I do miss the intens ity and creativity I wrote with at my most anxious. Out of the fear, anger and sadness came my some best writing.

Yes it was. Never seen so many bad teeth.

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They shall not grow old. 7.5/10. A documentary about ww1 using colourised old film. And the recorded words of war veterans

Lion 8.5/10 A film about an Indian boy who is lost on a train, becomes an orphan, and is apopted to anAustralian family. He tries to find his old home and family.

I fear being sane. Being crazy dims the pain.

Spoke twice today with a person who I thought I was irritating. Was trying to stay out of their way. I think the conversation went ok, but that nagging anxious voice is analysing again. It looks for hidden context in what others say.

Having reached a state of lower anxiety. I can see it was an ingrained way of thinking. My thoughts have switched, they are lighter more humorous and hopeful. Gone are the dwelling deeply introspective 24/7 broken record of thoughts.

You can be happy alone, but when you need to be around people again, as will inevitably happen, you've lost all your social skills, and it is miserable.

A lady at work gave me her mobile number, so I could give her a photo of the code number of her laptop. At least she trusts me.

There are a few things about coronavirus I like phone appointments with doctors for meds got my new glasses on line. No hour waits in the doctors surgery. No in your face tryiing on of glasses with the specsavers consulrant.

I am trying to stay active, but my life is on hold.

The social stuff I was involved in has ended for now. I was kind of enjoying it. You wouldn't want to get reliant on social connection, because it becomes hard when it is withdrawn. All fun runs have been called off, including one I entered. Nearly everyone is working from home. There is an...

Been a bit on edge. Worried I have upset people, mostly not true. I really enjoy the connections I have made, and would hate to lose them.

Summer has slowed me down. I ran 5 times this week 24.5km. I stopped at 4.5km on Friday, but did a full 5 this morning.

I am socialising more but I still people confusing, and have zero social skills.