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    Idealizing people

    Do you have a tendency to idealize certain people as potential soul mates... even if you barely know them? Damn this is annoying. Instant panic attack whenever they are within eyeshot.
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    Urge to cling to others

    I have this urge: I want to drop to my knees and just grab the nearest person and never let them go and leach off of their support and form an intense bond with them... so intense that I might strangle them or something. Then I'll try to do this little "I love you - I hate you" thing that I...
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    Parties!

    So, I was invited to a party, and I learned something. Parties are usually traumatic events for me. I stand around feeling awkward and uncomfortable, running around in an attempt to break into any social group that will have me. The funny thing is, the harder I chase, the faster they run. So...
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    Obsessing over a person increases anxiety?

    I will select one person I want to impress and obsess over them. I imagine that I am talking to them, and they are listening to me. It's all I do, my every thought is translated into commentary for their imaginary presence. When I see this person in real life, I am hit with anxiety and panic...
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