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I was just thinking that i use my username for a lot of other websites and just being self conscious.. i was thinking what if someone i know googles my username (for some reason or another) and my posts show up and they see how freaking ridiculous i am..lol :) i say this because a guy i know...

Whenever you go places with someone you know who is so called "normal" does anyone you meet up with on the way always just stare at that normal person and never you (eye contact)... i'm always hitting the gym or going elsewhere with this one guy i know who's very social and everytime they just...

anyone here feel that there whole life is just an act and you can never really relax like you are at home. Just feel wherever i go (grocery, school, gym, tennis, church, anywhere in public..) always have to So all this acting hasn't done any good but make me even more confused.. Sure it has...

Ok this is bit wierder side.. even though there is no one physically present on this forum do you feel awkward or nervous on posting whatever you want on here? like sometimes you post something then you go back and edit it because it sounded wierd or totally bizaree... Or even started writing...

I know i was shy my whole life because i remember first day of kindergarden and the teacher had all the kids around in circle while this other kid and i were kind of by the door standing in the corner... :lol: i don't know how that other kid turned out but i think i seen him ten years ago and...

Today, i went to 24 fitness and was really trying to think positive thoughts and get my in the zone workout (which helps anxiety a lot). I was doing cardio for 30 minutes until i thought to myself i need to go do some weight lifting because it's been awhile... Then i go and lift (lifting is so...

Embarassed to say that i have like one friend who i'm comfortable with.. and it sucks because I knew him at a early age so feel that it wasn't earned or anything.... i connected with him in the past and seems to be the same as now... he doesn't have any social anxiety but does have like other...

I had a dog before named max (white german shepard) i visoned him to be this dog who will be very obedient and well trained. (I read countless of books, videos and internet sites try training). But reality hit me and i wasn't very good trainer as I kind of let him run around the house. Anyways...

I'm sure most of the people on this forum is more helpful and caring to others then being selfish but sometimes i read on here where people are upset that they can't go partying, sex, meeting that dream girl/guy, or that perfect job and I'm thinking maybe that's some of the cause for there SA...

Life is unfair and i'll explain some personal points... But it doesn't mean i'm going to start stomping my feet and get bitter about it... i feel everything happens for a reason and i'm sure things will be very bright... but anyways here is some examples i like to share.. this is just a...

Do you ever build yourself up spiritually, emotionally, physically, mentally (through books, right thinking, working out, eating right, praying, church etc...) only to be taken away instantly when some social situation happens and you feel like it never changed you then feel totally hopeless...

I actually went to get free therapy from a seattle clinic where they give you free medication and that didn't work out to well because i was afraid of the withdrawl symptoms later on and I freaked out that it can get possibily worse and stopped the session after two months.. (I'm glad that i...

First post on here and probally will be posting a lot as my SA doesn't seem to leave me alone. I was shy my whole life and that makes it even more frustrating. Anyhow, my anxietys have calmed down only because i've been going to church, praying, eating right, excercising, and reading books...