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    Paranoid about my facial expression

    I am constantly paranoid about how my facial expression appears to people; Do i appear angry, sad, overly happy, creepy, pervy, shifty....etc I am quite stressed at work at the moment due to a large workload, and i think that my facial expression makes it obvious because the supervisor told me...
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    Anyone seen 'One hour photo'?

    I watched 'One hour photo' last night and i can relate to the character played by Robin Williams, not that i am a stalker o'r anything lol but i can reate to his feelings of loneliness and alienation.
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    I believe that i am shizoid

    I have come to realise that i actually hate having people around me, which has lead me to believe that i am shizoid. For example for the past two days now at work i have been avoiding talking to people at work unless i have to, spend break times in my car, make little eye contact and instead...
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    Phonecall

    I was making a phone-call the other day when i accidently got through to a Chinese takeway.....It was the Wong number!
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    Facebook...Bad mistake

    ARGHHH! I re-activated my facebook account just to have a look and i now feel more depressed. Everyone who were in school and college with me have pictures of them partying and having a good time, arrghhhhh! It's so unfair! A girl from my past has all these new friends and she's forgotten all...
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    Do you ever wish you were good at something?

    I just wish i had a real talent. I have never really been good at anything. I have tried many things in the past and i was in a cycling club for a few years but i failed that, and felt inadaquete because everyone else was faster than me and won races.
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    Do you hate asking people?

    What i mean is do you hate asking people for help o'r to borrow something? I'm like this, i hate bothering people so i try to be as independent as possible. I even hate asking for example a garage mechanic to look at my car!
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    I'm terrified of women

    I am terrified of most people anyway but i am even more terrified of women, especially if they are around my age. I always think that they hate me for some reason.
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    Privacy issues

    Arrrrggghhh i don't get any privacy in this house! My comp is in the living room because of the phone line and my parents keep trying to see what i'm doing. My mother even pretends she's cleaning o'r something. I wish i had my own place.
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    My fantasies

    I have a single fantasy which i have. It may sound simple but it's something i would dream of doing that is; I would love to have a romantic, candlelit meal with the girl of my dreams. I just have to keep dreaming :cry:
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    Intense feeling of agitation

    Lately i have been feeling very agitated, it's hard to explain but the only thing i can describe it is that i feel really angry all the time, and i have the urge to hit things. I've also become a more reckless driver, i just don't give a shit anymore whether i have a car crash o'r not.
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    I'm bored

    Nothing gives me satisfaction. Things i normally enjoy doing are a chore. I don't want to talk to anyone, i'm tired all the time, irritable, i can barely eat because i have a poor appetite. Time is going so quick yet at the same time life's a drag...I'm B O R E D! :(
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    It doesn't make sense!

    I get extroverted moments at work sometimes, like today i was really hyperactive and happy, and joking around with workmates yet as soon as i am home and at weekends i avoid people. I have noticed that if i am stressed at work and have a ton of work to do i feel more chatty and confident, i...
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    Teasing at work about my hair.

    Why does everyone have a problem with my hair? I know it sounds trivial but people in work are teasing me because i've been growing my hair for a few months and it's thick and quite curly now. I know that they are probably joking but i am tired of the attention from my workmates. Everyone should...
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    Pissed off with people who don't understand!

    I'm pissed off and hurt and the reason is my grandmother and mother. Yesterday they were talking about someone they know saying that he's a quiet man, and then commented on how they don't like people who are too quiet because ''you don't know what's going through their minds''..........So is...
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    Overwhelmed

    Do you feel so overwhelmed by people around you that you feel like bursting out crying? This happens to me at work sometimes. If there are a lot of people around me i feel all panicky and i just want to run. Obviously i don't burst out crying but the emotions that i feel makes me feel that i'm...
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    Damaged beyond repair

    I don't know about anyone else but i think i am damaged beyond repair, i am 26 and feel that i've gone so long being avoidant that i have not learnt social skills, and i never will. I feel as if i have not developed to an adult and that i am still a kid, i'm not saying i'm immature but in the...
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    Aching heart

    I woke up at 3am this morning with a horrible aching in my heart as if it was getting squeezed, and a feeling of panic and despair. It took me ages to get to sleep. Does anyone else get these feelings?
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    Hobbies

    What's everyones hobbies here?
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    I feel ugly

    What can i do when i feel so ugly and repulsive both physically and on the inside? I feel so hopeless i would rather be dead.
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