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Please tell me, does it give the three of you such joy to talk about me behind my back? And then when I enter the room, just mock me in my face? For years I've taken crap like this, put on a strong face and just taken it, since I can't show how I feel on the inside out of fear that everyone...

Thank you for listening today and hearing me out for once. Now I just hope you actually follow through with my advice. Maybe if I keep reminding you every day, or every other day, or maybe leave little notes around the house, you'll follow through better. I can just hope. Note to self: If no...

I witnessed one of your manic episodes today. I'll be honest, it shook me up. It scared me. Why? Because it immediately brought flashbacks of how my mother used to act and treat me during her "episodes" with her verbal abuse, and the thought and fear of her hurting me physically, even though she...

I never could quite figure you out, and I don't think I ever will. I do understand what you went through a few years ago though, and I believe you still struggle with it, whether you admit it or not. What I don't understand though is why was/is it always me you take your anger out on? Why do you...

I miss you. There, I said it. I miss our childhood, I miss you and your brother, the three of us and everything we did together. I should be moving on, you obviously have. I just can't though. We were so close for the longest time. You were my first best friend, and that lasted 10 years. I'd...

I can't say this yet, but I'm awfully close to telling you some day. But it's not like it would matter, you never listen to me anyway. I'm sick of your overly-pessimistic views, your negative judgmental aspect on the world and people around you, I hate how you're always willing to say whatever...

Re: I love this thread ^ Whether I have answers or not, I'm always available to listen. :)

Re: I love this thread My gosh, vj. :eek: If you need to talk, I'm here. ^ That goes for everyone else too.

I'm sorry. I just know you probably expect more from me. Trust me, I expect more from myself too. Lately though I've been so stressed and burnt out I can't bring myself to do anything anymore. My mind is numb and I'm exhausted.

^ Neither can I! For years I also couldn't say "abominable" properly. I somewhat can now, but I still screw it up from time to time. ::p:

What's gotten into you lately? What happened to the quiet girl who was just crazy and outgoing around her friends? What happened to the responsible girl who had so much going for her? What happened to the smart girl who knew better than to hang with the wrong crowds and do stupid things? We've...

I'm sorry I wasn't more enthusiastic when you told me about what happened earlier this morning (even though you never said a word, I could just tell you wanted me to be happier for you). I was tired, and when you told me it somewhat shocked me. Not just that, but a huge surge of depression...

You're one of my best friends, but lately I've become so disappointed in you. Ashamed, really. You're such a smart kid, and when you went to college here last year, you had so much going for you. But you screwed up. You screwed up and flunked out. You transferred to the community college in the...

I've been thinking about you lately... Actually I've been thinking about a lot of old friends, but you're always the one to come up first. I miss how we would talk pretty much every day, hang out in between classes and right after school. You rode the same bus as I did, since you were...

What's this? My first thread? Only 2000+ posts later. :rolleyes: (Don't make fun of me :P) Anyway, I'm just wondering, does counselling help at all? And what am I to expect? I know it's not a cure for anything, but I just want as much help as I can at this point. That is, if it does help. The...

I like this thread..... I'm feeling kinda emotional atm too so..... To my parents: I feel guilty for all that you've given me, the fact that I feel like I haven't done a thing to pay you back. Growing up, you spoiled me (and my brother) because we grew up mostly without grandparents, and we...