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  1. Phoenixx

    Post your random thoughts/feelings etc

    I'm just so fucking over today. :mad:
  2. Phoenixx

    How are you feeling?

    I'm really tired today. This week has been a long week. I started my new (part-time) job, which I'm liking. I'm surprised I'm finding myself not loving it though. But then again, I just started so I'm trying to get used to the transition. I spent the first day doing nothing but paperwork -...
  3. Phoenixx

    Post your random thoughts/feelings etc

    My brother does this often and my mother also does occasionally. I never realized how screwed up conversing with both of them was until I moved out and spent more time just on my own and with my in-laws. Phone conversations with my mother are alright, some days are good, but then there are some...
  4. Phoenixx

    Im gonna die soon.

    The part time job is great. Honestly, if I were you, if you don't have too many other expenses living with your parents, then I would probably be taking at least 75% of that pay (if possible) and setting it aside to save up for a place of my own. It'd be a lot of hard work, but it'd be worth it...
  5. Phoenixx

    How are you feeling?

    Not good. My head has been killing me all day (tension headache) and my neck feels tight but doesn't hurt to move. I feel jittery and had nausea earlier. Web MD said it's possible I have meningitis, and I did get an infected bug bite last week that I already took antibiotics for and it's...
  6. Phoenixx

    Gamers thread

    Only 2 more weeks to go for SW/SH! I've decided that I'm not going to spoil myself any more than I have. (And it really hasn't been that much tbh) I'm excited for this and I want all the surprises when I play it. :D
  7. Phoenixx

    Im gonna die soon.

    When you say your body's giving up on you, do you mean from the anxiety and stress or are you talking about suicide? When you're overwhelmed with anxiety, it often feels like you're going to die. It literally feels like your heart is going to give out any minute because you can't take it. I've...
  8. Phoenixx

    Post your picture thread

    Haven't posted here in awhile. Taken sometime this summer. Probably will delete later.
  9. Phoenixx

    Post your random thoughts/feelings etc

    I'm not sure. I have fine, thin, curly hair, plus a round face, so it's always hard for me to pick what I want, let alone actually find a decent hair dresser that knows how to cut curly hair. The last salon I went to was a nightmare and gave me the dreaded blunt cut after telling them not to...
  10. Phoenixx

    Post your random thoughts/feelings etc

    I need a haircut. :unsure:
  11. Phoenixx

    How are you feeling?

    A part of me is in a good mood today, but I keep having this negativity nagging at me. I had a job application and shadow yesterday and there's a good chance I'll get the job. (Yay! So what's the problem??) I'm ready to go back to work, but I'm scared because it's a whole different environment...
  12. Phoenixx

    Social Anxiety Memes

  13. Phoenixx

    Social Anxiety Memes

    I was at the thrift store today and found this tag. No idea about whatever this clothing brand is, but I had to make a meme out of it.
  14. Phoenixx

    how does your depression feel metaphorically

    But didn't you spoil yourself with that gif since it's from the newest season? :p
  15. Phoenixx

    Huge family xmas party this year 2019, should i go?

    Is this per doctor's orders? Adrenal fatigue and burn out are no joke and if not monitored properly can result in a lot of other health issues. Honestly if you're stressing this much, it might be best not to go this year and explain to your family why. I wouldn't feel guilty about not going if...
  16. Phoenixx

    how does your depression feel metaphorically

    I was watching Bojack Horseman today (spoilers ahead?) and this quote about depression pretty much summed it up for me. "...you just flip over the nothing, and underneath there's more nothing. Then, you flip over that nothing and there's more nothing underneath that, so you just keep flipping...
  17. Phoenixx

    How are you feeling?

    I've been feeling off all day. Woke up from a really weird dream this morning that left me sad. Felt so withdrawn most of the day. Plus I've had a stomachache all day too, which doesn't help. I had a great two days, so positive, and then today I feel like I'm crashing, like my body doesn't want...
  18. Phoenixx

    Photography

    ^ Wow, what a view! No I haven't. I didn't think I'd ever be able to make anything. I'm no professional either.
  19. Phoenixx

    Post your random thoughts/feelings etc

    Thanks! Yesterday went really well. I ended up taking my laptop, but didn't even use it because we were conversing so much. Things definitely changed and instead of actually networking we ended up discussing ideas and project proposals for the future and what I wanted to do if I were to be...
  20. Phoenixx

    Post your random thoughts/feelings etc

    I'm meeting up with a future employer today for some networking. I'm excited but nervous. I don't know exactly what to expect. We're meeting at a coffee shop, but it's not a job interview or anything. The woman will be my employer in the near future, but for now she wants to find me a place...
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