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I haven't been feeling good lately. I mean aside from struggling with depression and anxiety, I've been having a lot of physical issues too. I started seeing a new dr, got bloodwork done which came back "normal." But I have a new working theory as to what is wrong, and it requires a specific...

I'm just gonna leave this here to remind myself that I don't always look like a potato.

I applied for a new job yesterday. Unfortunately I think I have to wait until the end of the month before I hear anything. I'm crossing my fingers I get it. Because honestly if I don't I'm not going to have anywhere else to go and I'll just quit my current job anyway. I can't take working there...

Please, take as much as you want! I'm tired of looking at it! :LOL:

We got ice too. It's lovely. -_- Gotta love those northeast winters!

Snow day for me today. But I am really sick of seeing all this white shit. :rolleyes:

For once I just want to feel respected. :cry: Not wanted or used in order to fill another person's wants or needs. Not criticized for little things that are otherwise meaningless. Not looked over where no one cares about what I think or how I feel. Why is that so much to ask???

Sad. Sad, down, blah, depressed. I don't know why. I feel like I never know why, or that sometimes when I do know why the reason isn't good enough. I talked to the doctor about this yesterday. He asked if I'm still able to do things, and I am, I just don't feel good doing them. I don't enjoy...

I saw a new dr today. He's not only nice and actually listens, but he's super freaking hot too. Ugh, I haven't stopped thinking about that face all day. :oops::unsure: (There's just something about a clean cut short beard and dark hair. :love: *swoon*)

Extremely tired. Yesterday was a long day visiting family and friends of my husband's family. Had to talk to a lot of people and we didn't get home until 11pm, so I feel drained physically and emotionally. Coincidentally I think I may have seen someone yesterday at the calling hours who I'm...

I have to speak to clients at work one on one today all by myself. First time, so I hope I don't fuck anything up. There's only 4 people -- about 35 - 45 minutes total worth of speaking, broken up per appointment of course. But still can't help but starting to feel nervous about it. I need to...

Life is hard. A lot of things have been thrown my way this month: - Job sucking, with more training and having to cover for a coworker this week who's going out of town - Depression and anxiety overwhelming - Lots of expenses paid, wallet now pretty tight - Our eldest dog now sick (will get...

Sad, disappointed, depressed. I'm hating the system at my job. I'm not happy. I'm trying really hard to make this work, and I want to try to make this work, but I feel like I'm going in circles. Two weeks ago I was feeling really good about it. Last week was hectic, but I was feeling content and...

I did it. I submitted a request for intake at my local mental and behavioral health office. I don't know why I feel like crying now. I KNOW I need help, but I guess it's just finally admitting it? Like physically? I don't know. I feel so shitty, like I'm broken. I mean, I AM broken, that's why...

Welcome back. I, too, came back because I've been feeling so bad (maybe even worse than before) and needed some of that "shared misery." Plus this place is a little nostalgic.

Saw this meme and thought I should put it here.

I use this as well and have for years. I love it. Unfortunately I'm browsing this site more on my phone these days and I don't have any ad blockers or anything installed. The ads on a small screen are even more bothersome. :confused:

Dedicating this year to focusing 100% on me and what I want to do and need to do. I'm tired of putting myself on a back burner and making up excuses for myself because of everyone else and everything else. I need to stop putting so many other people and things ahead of me and my own needs. I...