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  1. Phoenixx

    Post your random thoughts/feelings etc

    I can only hope family can put differences aside and actually help her in this time. That's just awful. :cry: I'm afraid of death, but even moreso dying alone. Does she have a YouTube? Or a YouTube community? I know the community can sometimes be really helpful, and I'm wondering if anyone...
  2. Phoenixx

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    Most days I like my in-laws, but then there are days like today where they can just shut up and get over their "issues." SIL can't figure out how to prepare for unexpected baby - which I have no sympathy for. Maybe if you stopped using your religion as an excuse to not take proper precautions...
  3. Phoenixx

    Social Anxiety Memes

    That's just the definition of quarantine. :LOL:
  4. Phoenixx

    How are you feeling?

    Sadness keeps creeping up on me, even when I'm feeling okay. Just a lot of constant disappointments that have been going on for too long. Disappointments in myself mainly, but also other people too.
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    Social Anxiety Memes

  6. Phoenixx

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    I'm tired of the heat too, but for me it's the wicked tension headaches I get. o_O We've hardly had to cut grass here because while we've had the heat, we haven't had the rain or moisture so the grass has been short, dry, and crunchy.
  7. Phoenixx

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    That's sad. :cry: The people that are supposed to be there for you and support you go ahead and say things like that. I can relate though. I was told the same things all through my teenage years by family and school bullies. Fat, ugly, stupid were common. I believed them too, honestly still do...
  8. Phoenixx

    How are you feeling?

    Doing a little better today, probably because I've had other things to do to keep me occupied. I am still feeling a bit empty today though. I'm really missing friends. Two friends reached out to me yesterday I hadn't spoken to in a while. I was thinking of going out of town this weekend, since a...
  9. Phoenixx

    Post your random thoughts/feelings etc

    Congrats! I'm sorry you got stuck in travel because of COVID, but I'm glad things are working out! Good luck with everything!
  10. Phoenixx

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    Woah, long time no see! How's it going? :D Yes, that's definitely something I realize, yet need to constantly remember and remind myself. I often never open up unless the other person starts the conversation first. I've always struggled with starting conversation, especially with more sensitive...
  11. Phoenixx

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    It mainly depends on the tone of the conversation, but admittedly I hate conflict so much that I don't usually say much of anything. I just kind of "hm, okay" and move on. Unless I know the person can actually have a mature discussion without breaking out in a full-blown argument over who's...
  12. Phoenixx

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    Why do people insist on arguing about politics? Seriously. I mean, I like to be kept up to date, I like to vent about things, but sweet baby Jesus it's not an invite to argue because you disagree. Just shut up already. :rolleyes:o_O
  13. Phoenixx

    How are you feeling?

    Depression is hitting me hard today. :(
  14. Phoenixx

    How are you feeling?

    I'm not sure how to describe what I'm feeling today. Disappointed? Slightly frustrated? A combination of both? I don't know. I had a good weekend. Saw a lot of family and spent a majority of yesterday with family whom we haven't seen in a couple weeks. It was nice. We had a picnic lunch with my...
  15. Phoenixx

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    I know this and yet I still manage to close myself off most of the time because I just think, "Why do I want to bother anyone with my issues? No one wants to hear me complain." So I keep my mouth shut. Even when I want to generally talk to friends and family I haven't spoken to in a while, I...
  16. Phoenixx

    I am so depressed

    I know what you mean. I have those days too where everyone just seems like they suck and I want nothing to do with anyone else. But I think there's always black, white, and gray areas. I think some people are good all the way around, some people are just pure assholes to the core, and then...
  17. Phoenixx

    I am so depressed

    This for me as well. I find social media just fuels that hatred, with both people expressing themselves and my own feelings towards others' differences. Everyone has a voice, I just need to remember to stop listening (and reading) at times.
  18. Phoenixx

    Comic Strip Thread!

  19. Phoenixx

    How are you feeling?

    Relieved that a majority of the stuff I've needed to do this week is done. I still have a lot of little things left to do, but at least the bigger things are out of the way. I'm thoroughly enjoying this cooler weather today too. Fall is nearly upon us! :D
  20. Phoenixx

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    That warm feeling must mean it's working. ;) No more fleas! :D:LOL:
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