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About the same age as Judas Priest frontman Rob Halford. Not that I'm aware of.

Well, that was fun! I agree to let my oldest sister take me for a wee trip around town in her car just get me out the house for a wee while. And what does she spend of the car ride talking to me about? The weather? A recent news story? Music or films? Nope! She spent the whole journey go on and...

Ah really need to just bite the bullet n' leave that WhatsApp voice memo.

Nae better but not any worse. Which is the only positive I can find in my current circumstances. Though I feel like breaking down in tears, just over the last few days alone. Mainly because my mum's health issues. Those couldn't have picked a better time to worsen. I even feel kinda guilty...

Don't know what's wrong with me. I've been feeling really anxious these past couple of days, and this wait for my mother to be diagnosed with whatever's wrong with her has just made my anxiety flare up. I don't think I've felt the level of anxiety that I'm experiencing lately since around 15...

I don't know why I can't just push through my anxiety lately, and just do what I need to do. Usually, I don't let it get the better of me to the extent that it has in recent days.

Quite tired. Had another pretty sleepless night worrying about my mum, bracing myself for whatever she gets diagnosed with once these tests are done. We managed to get her in person doctor's appointment after my oldest sister threatened to put in a complaint relating to the unhelpful and...

That's an ESP LTD EC-256 with a black satin finish. You can also get it with white paint finish, but I like the black finish better. Well, if the look of that ESP guitar is enough to make you want to start learning how to play the guitar? Save up and get yourself one. 🤘

Back to worrying about my mum's health. 😔 She doesn't know what's wrong, my sisters and I haven't a clue. We could only speculate. I just noticed something wasn't right with her this morning. So, mum phones our local GP surgery, and upon mum explaining what's wrong, the doctor on the other end...

Aye. Ah know... Still, it's annoying that my anxiety has flares up now, and intruded on my thoughts. It couldnae huv picked a worse time. This early in the creative process... when ah huv'nae even picked up my guitar n' played a single note? 🤬 That said, I'm not going to start letting anxiety...

Great that my mother and I managed to get her bedroom tidied out. My oldest sister helped out, so what should've taken over a week was done in just 4 days. Now it's just my room that needs the same tidying out. :) Aside from that, I'm quite annoyed at myself. Annoyed that I let anxiety and fear...

Update #3: F__k me! Ah wish I'd learnt tae juggle... So, I've got a guitar riff idea I need to record, my sister wants to start progressing more with what I'm teaching her on bass and I've got a whole song to write for this collaboration. Thankfully, regarding that, Belle has kindly left me...

So, update #2: Bella and I have exchanged mobile phone numbers and started chatting about this potential song collaboration via WhatsApp. I got a few things clarified as ah wus'nae sure if I was just contributing guitar and bass riffs, But, as she told over some voice memos, it turns oot that...

So, it's been awhile since ah posted. Here's a wee update for you's. Remember how I mentioned a few months ago that ah got a couple of collaboration offers. Well... one o' them finally got back to me. This lass... She's originally from Bulgaria, but now lives in the UK, down in Bristol...

Just trying not let on that I'm really worried about my mother's health, after overhearing her and my oldest sister discussing it yesterday afternoon. 😔 But I feel that if I mentioned it, my mother will just start arguing and twisting my words to make me seem like the bad yin, as always. That...

Between insomnia and my lower back pain... I'm doing so great.😔

A wee bit more positive than I have been feeling the past week. Not as miserable... But then stuff is getting done around the house, and my mother isn't complaining like usual.

My oldest sister, the other day, mentioned that she'd been watching YouTube videos on off-grid living. Which isn't something I'd have had any interest in when I was. But, now that I'm older, I won't actually mind living in the middle fuckin' nowhere, away from people. Especially, after the...

14 years and counting, unofficially. So... 🤫 Sadly, it cannae be made official until Scotland becomes an independent country. 😆