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  1. LoyalXenite

    Social Anxiety Memes

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    Gamers thread

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    Loyal's Thoughts

    I dont get paid for the day they sent me home coz Im not full time, im just a casual so no paid sick leave. Luckily I got my results today and they were negative, so hopefully they wont comment on any coughing for the next week or so at least. Its definitely an awkward time to be an asthmatic...
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    Loyal's Thoughts

    Its been a weird morning today and its only 9:40am. I woke before alarm by like 20 minutes which is always annoying, I also wasnt feeling great thanks to a combination of bad sleep, anxiety, stress of having to leave the house, and allergies. It led to me dry heaving for at least 40 minutes...
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    Loyal's Thoughts

    Been struggling with the big sad lately. I think part of it has been the comedown from the high anxiety state I was in for a couple weeks there. Now its like I've crashed hard into the big sad. I made a deal with myself today though, if I did just some of the cleaning then I could skip the...
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    News is sad, cartoons is happy

    I avoid the news a lot lately too, its just all so miserable and depressing. Cartoons are great but at the moment I'm binging some other childhood shows to feel better, right now I'm rewatching Sabrina the Teenage Witch
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    Just a feel good post

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    Life Ramblings

    Im sorry to hear about your goat, losing an animal is always so shitty
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    Loyal's Thoughts

    Sometimes grief is so damn heavy it feels like I cant breathe. You'd think when going into 10 years I'd have gotten used to it or it'd be easier to shake off. Then again maybe its the fact that its gonna be 10 years in a couple months thats making it so heavy.
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    Social Anxiety Memes

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    Just a feel good post

  12. LoyalXenite

    I'm back!

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    Just a feel good post

  14. LoyalXenite

    Social Anxiety Memes

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    Loyal's Thoughts

    I had training today and yesterday, I'll have some more training next week but I think Im done with shifts this week. I've gotten so used to sitting around a lot with uni and the lockdown/my mental health mess, so I'm not used to being on my feet for 6 to 8 hours straight and walking around a...
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    Loyal's Thoughts

    I've got my training shift tomorrow. Anxiety peaking pretty damn high. My alarm is set for just under 5 hours and I cant sleep so looks like I'll be doing an all nighter of stress before tomorrow
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    Loyal's Thoughts

    So I just got a job offer. I've sent in my reply with most of the forms filled out but one form isnt letting me fill it out to Im hoping its a case of having to do it by paper instead. I'll see what they reply with. Once they respond and I get an employee ID I'll then have to do some online...
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    Just a feel good post

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    Loyal's Thoughts

    Lockdown got extended for another month so Im definitely ended up postponing the tattoo appointment again. It annoys me so much coz we couldve had the numbers down and the spike over with like 3 weeks ago at least if they'd made a strict hard lockdown and people were actually obeying it On...
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    Loyal's Thoughts

    So the specialist wants me to keep taking the medication, he thinks its not so much the meds causing the palpitations but more a case of the meds amping up my anxiety issues and thats causing the palpitations. But he wants me to push through it coz it should then calm the anxiety down. He wants...
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