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Dragging along today, not much energy; of course, I had a "conversation" with my mother earlier, so that's probably why I feel so drained.

I have Iggy Pop's "The Passenger" set as my ringtone. It's probably my favorite song, but I'm starting to form a negative association due to the dread I feel whenever someone calls me.

I agree with Pyro, if you're absolutely miserable I'd be looking around. Your mental health isn't worth it.

It's depressing. This is the oldest I've ever been, I have nothing to compare it to, ha ha . But at least if you've gotten out and lived, even if life has kicked your butt and you've made all the wrong decisions, you can at least say you tried... you have something to show for it, if nothing...

There's a weird war going on between my body and my brain. On the one hand, we have my aging carcass, who just wants to eat and nap and be content with the status quo. On the other, we have my conscious mind, who's telling me to put my butt into overdrive, before it's finally too late to have...

I love getting up super early. I tend to drag for a couple of hours in the morning, so it's nice to be able to take my time. It feels like the whole world is mine.

"Thy soul was like a star, and dwelt apart." ~William Wordsworth

At losing. Good day, sir!

Sometimes I worry that I've been this way so long that I wouldn't change if I could.

I think the melatonin I'm taking at night is making me irritable the next day. I've been in a really bad mood lately, super resentful and self-critical. I'm cutting it out and going back to just taking benadryl.

I wonder how well a slice of that would do in the mail? XD