I just don't like feeling that way.
There are times that I don't get too shy and there are times that I am with the same situation. It's just ups and downs like this way.
When I don't introduce myself well makes me feel I'm being rude and awkward too and worrying about what they think about it at the same time. One of a feel bad moments. Heh
Since I dropped out from school on 2008 I was only staying at home not going out. I just rarely go out. Im just very nervous when outside. I dont like it when I show the act of shyness around people. I just dont feel well at all. I would just watch t.v. a lot and other things I can do at home...
I feel this way a lot. I get hesitant when I start to talk to anyone mostly thinking how I should talk pleasingly. When I think that I really did awkwardly. It will lead me to depression.
I've been working from someone's house for about a yr now it's my first serious job that I'm doing.Sometimes it gets difficult here I choose to stay since I don't have any other job to go. I'd rather stay than stay at home only without income.
Sometimes when i wake up from nap i suddenly get cofused and starts to feel down thinking about the negativities in my life. It's a really sad moment. But then after a few minutes ago I'll feel alright again.:eek: