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    Dead friends

    I have lost two friends in the last two years, one went in the hospital in 2005 and died in 2006, from alchaholism. The other died last summer, from overdosing on morphene patches, he was really young. I remember that I had a dream about the first one a while back, he told me that; "Everything...
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    Favorite bands

    My favorite bands are Linkin Park, Metallica, Marilyn Manson, and of course, KoRn. What's yours?
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    Artist

    I draw, and sketch alot, but I am really weird about showing it to anyone. Also, I have been playing guitar for a few years now and would like to get a band together, but I know I can't perform in front of people. I don't know what to do...
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    I am a SPAZ, TOO TICKLISH!

    I have a really stupid, and embarrassing problem. You see, if I ever even had a girl interested in me, she would find out how unusually ticklish I am. I am seriously so ticklish it is painful, on my whole body. I don't even laugh, I scream. My sisters always use to get me down and tickle the...
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    Who was your first crush? & Guess mine

    This is embarrassing as hell, my sisters constantly remind me of it. I won't tell you mine, but here's a hint: she has starred in movies with both Jamie lee Curtis and Christina Ricci. That's all I'm sayin', who was yours? :P
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    MY INSECURITIES

    I have embarrassing disabilities, a near constant case of acne, and have been degraded at school and at home. I feel like finding a cave somewhere and taking refuge. :cry: I feel humiliated constantly, I can barely stand it. There isn't anyone who truly knows what it is like. I think I've...
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    Cynical

    Maybe it's that my parents, or at least one of them hate each other, or that my sister's, and brother's marriages are all in the s***ter, but I don't buy this true love stuff. I think it is just an out-dated ideaology, I don't ever see myself getting married, even if I had the opportunity.
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    Bi-polar?

    My sister is bi-polar/Schizophrenic, and I see some patterns in behavior, as well does my mother that suggest I may have it too, I don't know. I seclude myself in my room, my sister has admitted to being like this. I have mood swings, and fleeting thoughts. Is it possible that I am projecting...
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    Account was offline

    Hey! I tried logging in yesterday, and it said my account was offline, did this happen to anyone else?
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    Arguing alot

    Does anyone else fight with their family? I hang around the house quite a bit and tempers seem to flare. Does this happen to anyone else? _____________________________ I don't run around tryin' to be, what's not within me Look into my eyes, I am free YOU"RE JUST A WANNABE!
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    My sisters

    Like I've stated in previous posts, my sisters tend to put me down, always in a "joking" way. When I was younger I can remember being kind of picked on, by at least one of them. Now, they aren't quite as bad, but still use me as the punch line, and so does my brother-in-law. I am always...
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    Physically challenged

    I get depressed because I am physically challenged, this leads to alot of staring and pointing. I feel like a freak around attractive women, so I try to avoid them. Mentally, I feel like a wreck. I am use to being put-down by "friends" and family, but I deserve alot of it I think.
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    Meeting a celebrity

    Back in '00, I went to Disneyworld with my neice and nephew. Anyway, my sister was friends with someone who worked there, and they asked if we wanted to meet Chritina Agulara back stage. We were on our way there, and I had a panic attack and faked being sick, just so I could go back to the...
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    Metalocalypse

    I love the show Metalocalypse, it's hillarious how idiotic they are, and that they are oblivious to people trying to kill them. It's funny how they're a metal band, but squabble like siblings. The music is also pretty good. I relate to Toki, I am not really taken seriously and am kind of a spaz too.
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    The Falling dream

    I constantly have the same dream, where I am falling. Once, It was like I fell out of a crow's nest on a pirate ship. Interpitations?
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    Mumbling

    I always hear; "Speak up, and talk right." I seem to mumble alot, I think this may be a symptom, but I don't know.
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    My family doesn't help

    Every time I would be feeling really shy, that's when they would point it out or warn others about it. At my 17th birthday party, a bunch of friends and neighbors surrounded me, which was bad enough. I was sitting there, like a guber, when a bunch of my sister's friend's from college came over...
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    Hiding, SA or No?

    I am not quite sure if it shyness or SA, because I tend to usually seclude myself in an upstairs room, especially if there are girls around. One time a family friend visited, and with him were two attractive girls my age, about 19 or something, I was so freaked out I stayed upstairs. Is this SA...
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    Phobias

    I have really irrational fears, for instance I am terrified of tornadoes. This fear is called Lilapsophobia, it really messes with me. Does anyone else have anything like this?:(
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    Outed as shy

    As I said before, I was really embarrassed when I was in middle school, a girl asked me, very loudly; "are you shy around girls?" Ya see i have always been petrified that anyone would say that kind of thing. I always try to slink away in social situations, and I am always questioned, and always...
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