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  1. Livingwithoutlivin

    I don't have a reason to live anymore, let me die tonight.

    If I could ask God for something, it would be to let me die painlessly tonight, in my sleep. I've screwed the entire novel of my life, to this day. I was alright at some point, but then it all went down hill. My boyfriend dumped me for good, and the only thing I have to offer him is sex every...
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    A Technique?: Assume everybody else is anxious, not you.

    This has been working for me lately. If I start getting anxious when somebody is around, what I do is react as if they are the ones who are anxious not me. This makes me recall times when I was younger, when somebody else would get nervous, and I automatically would become calm to put them at...
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    Candida Albicans causes Anxiety and Depression and OCD.

    You guys, I read up on this stuff and I believe I have this. I know I've had recurring yeast infections and I never have medicated for them. According to research the toxins that candida albicans releases does sick stuff to the receptors that make you feel good. It also can make you phobic to...
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    My theory on how I got anxiety.

    Ok, this definitely was never an issue back at around when I was 15. I never experienced this irrational fear, and I'm sure at that age, I did not have it at all. Of course, when somebody would embarrass your or would harrass you until I'd break out a fret, to make stop hurting me, then I would...
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    Hey, can I get social security or welfare for my issue?

    I feel so down , so unable to do anything, that it's like I am cursed. Every time I go out in public I feel anxious and embarrassed, and I always make the cashiers and employees at stores feel nervous and fret as I do. I don't like it. It's like unintentionally I am make all these people feel...
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    I think anger can neutralize anxiety

    This summer I baby sat my aunt's kids, the whole time I was there, I was socially anxious and never made eye contact with my aunt. I was always so ackward. I hated it when she was there, I just wanted her to go to work and leave me with the kids. But I would get anxious with them too after they...
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    How I got a winter job last year, despite my anxiety.

    One day my parents called me and my brother out to bring the grocery bags in. I had my unstraightened afro hair and crappy pajamas on even though it was around 5pm in the afternoon. So I was too embarrassed to go outside. I decided I would only pick the bags up from the bottom steps and take...
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    Is anybody embarrassed to ask for Job Applications?

    I dread doing it, and that's why I haven't gone out in a while to apply to places. The last time I asked for one at Payless, I got real anxious, I wanted to get away from there, and I made the cashier nervous as he was putting my shoes in a bag. I make people nervous all the time with my...
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    I'm becoming agoraphobic

    I"m definitely more afraid to go outside today than last year, but it's mostly my fear of other people. I don't think I can be normal around them, and sometimes I do little obsessive habits like look at people like I want to get away from them, or just make them feel uncomfortable with my...
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    I'm anxious about making sad faces

    I can't help it but I hate how the corners of my mouth turn down, I hate it so bad. I'm worried 24/7 that people are paying attention the the downturned corners of my mouth and imagine that I am sad. Well, I do feel bad and sad and anxious, but that just makes it worse. Does anybody else feel...
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    My world is crumbling

    I remember a time, when I used to think that things like depression and anxiety were just made up. I thought those people were just exaggerating or wanted attention, that was then, when I was a kid and now I know exactly what they felt. How I wish now to know where it came from, and how to make...
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