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I have recently come to the conclusion that my relationship with my BF needs to end. We have been going out for almost 2 1/2 years. While he is the one who gave me a life so to speak, he has let me down one too many times. I'd be an idiot if I let him continue to make me feel like crap. It...

I had a job interview the other day and drank beforehand. I really must have went overboard because I don't even remember all of the questions and events that took place in the interview. It was a group interview (about 8 people in the room.) I really feel like I could have got this job if I was...

I am a loser.. I was gettin off a ramp into a neigborhood and apparenly hit a rail.. The guy in front of me (ironically he was in a psych class of mine) offered to follow me home after my hit. I feel so awful. I was drinking. My family basically knows, but I can't change it. I drank because of...

I just got back my first grade for my public speaking speech (an 'about us' speech.) I didn't do so hot. She asked me to stay for a second after class and just said if I wanted to practice to let her know. She is a nice teacher, but I am going to do terrible in this class. I got a D. Public...

I've just realized that I think too much, but do not feel enough. Let me take myself for example. I know that I am a worthwhile person and that I should congratulate myself for what I have accomplished and been through. I know that I really should not put myself down and I know it's riduculous...

Dumb dumb dumb Public Speaking class. I am not sure why this has to be a requirement at my school. I had do do a handful of presentations in other classes...So why dedicate a whole class to torture? This semester I will have to do a total of about 7-8 presentations. The very first one is on...

I hope this post doesn't come across as vain, but I guess it is sort of inevitable. Basically, I feel like I am losing my looks. I am 24 years old, but I feel so old and ugly. And very sadly, my looks are the only thing that has enlivened me, made me feel worthwhile, made me feel noticed, made...

I am just wondering, would any of you females go to a bar alone? Too risque? Just curious, thanks!

I consider myself a pretty forgiving person - especially when it comes with my relationship with my BF. Yet, I don't forget the things that he has done to hurt me. There's only 1 major thing that pissed me off.. I didn't talk to him for a week and said we were done. I found a journal entry in...

I really hate my voice. It just seems so unenthusiastic. I have a real low voice and not very clear either, so sometimes I am not even heard. I am getting better.. but it just sucks. I am not sure if my tone of voice is because of the SP or if it is the cause of SP. I just feel that things...

I have been going out with my BF for a couple of years. About a week ago we were sleeping and he woke up just as I was drifiting off to sleep and made love to me. Afterwards we were laying there and he said something along the line of "Did you get off....Good, because I didn't enjoy it." And I...

I have one more semester to go before I graduate college! BUT I am pretty terrified about the courses I will have to take next semester. I am taking 4 classes.. One is a senior psych seminar that will probably be discussion oriented and the other is plain out Public Speaking (it is a...

I was in a relationship for almost 2 years (November 2004- October 2006). For the last past year, the relationship was rocky. It was a mixture of both of our faults. However, I found something written in his journal (that he must have forgotten that he showed me a couple years ago) that really...

I am a very jealous person. I get jealous if my BF comments on other girls.. I mean little things (like glasses or something). Or seems flirty with them...or even so much as look curiously at another girl. And I constantly feel that he doesn't find me desirable really or that he doesn't pay me...

Well, I think my drinking escapades finally took me to an extreme. On Thursday, my creative writing class had to meet at a cafe and read a scene from our stories. A guy from my class asked if I wanted to go to the bar beforehand and have a couple drinks. I have drank before class on other...

I know there has been a few threads about the topic, but I shamefully love being drunk. Only when I am drunk can I carry out real conversations, not care about little things, be confident, and gain attention.. etc, etc. I am trying to cut down my drinking, and find other ways to feel these...

I have been with my BF for 9 months. We met online and talked 3 months before actually meeting last summer. I was a bit tipsy and had invited him out to a club. We had fun, I was drunk, and we didn't really hang out again because I was too shy. A month later, we met again at a bar, and THEN...