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  1. kuze

    what would you do?

    I went to walmart on saturday and the usual stuff happened, ppl gawked and stared at me like I was a freak. I have scoliosis and facial abnormalities, this causes my agoraphobia, its been like this for a long time. I want so much to be alive but this problem stands in my way. I always read about...
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    Negative thinking

    I'm inside alot and I deal with horrible depression, it seems like every other day I make a promise to myself to get better but I keep getting back in the same hole. Its hard to go out being in a new town, plus with sa I probably wouldn't go anyways. I'm trying to be constructive by pursuing art...
  3. kuze

    Any kind of help

    I'm 23 years old, been agoraphobic for a number of years, dropped out of high school, didnt go to college, spend everyday watching tv, on internet, very depressed. I have no friends, left them all in my home country of Trinidad when I was 15, as you can imagine I dont have a girlfriend, never...
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    LONELINESS

    I spend everyday alone with the exception of a brief conversation with a family member. This loneliness hurts so bad, its a desperate feeling I can't escape, the worst are nights like this when there is nothing to do and everyone is asleep. These nights really remind me how much of a solitary...
  5. kuze

    day dreaming

    Does anybody here that stays inside alot feel like they daydream too much? Lots of times when theres nothing to do and the boredom gets too much I drift off into these long scenarios in my head. Of course I get worried about losing my mind, its very sad and depressing.
  6. kuze

    stares

    I'm physically abnormal so I've been getting stared at all my life, its one of the main reasons for my agoraphobia. I'm already a shy person but being constantly thrust into the spotlight of every situation I'm in stresses me. The embarassment, shame, uncomfortable feelings all lead to panic...
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    trouble

    I'm agoraphobic so I'm in the house alot so that means that sometimes there is a lot of tension with other family members. Everytime i get into a dispute and we get angry at each other (especially when its my fault) i get this incredible sense of burdening them. being stuck inside is bad enough...
  8. kuze

    boredom

    right now lts 2:06 pm and im starlng at my ceiling. im trying to figure out something remotely interesting to do. this is life 4 me everyday, stuck inside, bored out of my mind :( i could just imagine what regular ppl r doing rite now, this sucks.
  9. kuze

    dropping out

    i always considered myself a huge failure cus i dropped out of school. reading these posts i c other ppl have left also due to anxiety. i was actually intelligent, always straight A's until high school became too hard. its a little comforting that im not alone but its still disappointing.
  10. kuze

    Hello from Fl

    Hi. I'm a 23 year old male from florida. I've been dealing with social phobia for a long time. It started when I was in high school around the age of 16 and has been this way ever since. I can barely look people in the eyes when I talk to them, even my family, as soon as I get near any people I...
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