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    Online best friend?

    Hi!My name is Eleny,i'm 26 and i'm from greece,i'm looking for an online best friend,i'm recovering from social phobia,major depression and bdd and having depression and no friends,my time passes really slow,i'm bored a lot and i wish i had someone to talk to who accepts me and my inhibition and...
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    What do you feel around people?

    i want to know if we have similar experiences..here's what happens to me:it feels like i'm on a big screen and everyone can see my every move really close up,i feel like everyone is staring at me and making fun of me even if they are miles away,i even feel like they might hurt me,sometimes it's...
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    Wanting to stop existing?

    I'm sorry to hear that you've been experiencing major depression for the past few months. It sounds like you've been feeling a lot of pain and hopelessness, and have even considered suicide as a way out. I'm glad to hear that your mood has improved and that you have found hope. It's important to...
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    Do you think you look crazy?

    Like,i'm so extremely anxious,my posture is weird,i don't look people in the eyes,my voice doesn't sound like my real voice.i always feel like people see how weird i am and are afraid of me.
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    Anyone from Greece?

    i'm interested in a meetup
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    Not knowing what you look like.(bdd)

    BDD is in the OCD spectrum. It's what I want to talk about most, but I hesitate because I sound so superficial (maybe I am, who knows). But the point of it is being obsessed with a thought. Sometimes that thought makes no sense, and others will look at you like an alien if you try to express it...
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    Not knowing what you look like.(bdd)

    I can't create a mental picture of myself. I have no idea how I actually look. I look at myself in one mirror, then I look in another mirror and I look completely different. I don't allow others to take pictures of me anymore; I only take my own picture and again, I look completely different in...
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    What are your deepest fears?

    Excluding anything social anxiety related.What tortures your mind?
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