Its such a shame you dont feel appreciated or cared for by anyone where you are. You are one of the sweetest people on this forum - and I am sure that that is expressed in the real world. You have a demure disposition and compassion for others that deserves recognition. I hope someone can one day appreciate and care for you because you deserve it. I have always thought people are only boring simply because we dont know them or understand them well enough....and in your case... I am sure that you being boring is not even close to the truth..!