Can't say I'm fine. I got loads of exams coming, I need to study for like 6 different subjects in 1 month and all. And on the top of that something is always distracting me from studying. I am kind of shy to tell what I have in my mind, but today I was looking at other people's FB profile and I know that everyone else has reached something in his/her life whatever that might be (love, career, friendships) - all the stuff that I never had, and what I know I must have. I never had real friends (just buddies) and never been with a woman before. I want to be someone who I'm not, I wanna change but I'm afraid that I have to change so much... I don't have confidence in talking to girls for example, even about anything.