I completely understand how you feel as I have felt the same. There is no doubt that having HH in the face, head & neck area is horribly embarrassing when you have a major episode in public and there is nothing you can do to hide it or stop it. So all we can do is experiment with different treatments to find what works best. Everyone is different in how they react to these medications and in their results. I have also heard that Klima & Drisol have been shown to be very effective for many on this site. Just don't give up!