Pink_Paula

Lucky... I have MAJOR trust issues...
I dont understand why some people get into relationships either. There should be a law against it..

CAMDEN HERE I COME!!

Its worth a try....

Oh added you on MSN btw..

I'm the same as you. I seem to think everyones cheatin' on me! I was surprised i didnt have a severe manic episode! Very surprised actually... i cant handle being second best y'see and always thought I'd be a hazard to myself if i was ever cheated on. I wasnt though surprisingly- just very angry...
Was kinna considering breakin' up with him though cos i felt he was putting me under pressure to say i love him and i didnt (after a week)!
I felt like it was our mission to save every girl he goes near!




*Screams and nearly has a panic attack to end all panic attacks*

YOU MET LIAM?!!! Whats the pub called? Must go there and find Noel.... Haha poor Liam... Thinks he's Gods gift... Well, he kinda is!!

See if they told me he cheated id be more inclined to believe him! I made my "best friend" promise he'd keep his opinions to himself and he did the opposite- right in fronta my whole family! One girl just wanted the drama so thats why she did it... Ah i was only with him nearly a month so wasnt too bad when i found out he cheated. It kind of helped that id known he'd cheated on girls before and i wasnt the only one...
Besides i went to my friends house for the weekend after breaking up with him, and IRONICALLY met four other girls he'd messed around in the past. All absolutely AMAZING people!! We're still in contact too..
Liam is kinna scary... but Noel would be soooo worth it!!

Awwh cool! I got sick of travelling to see mine while knowing he cheated on me for the year and a half we were together!!

Yer I'm the same on msn I think the main thing with me though Is I don't want to start a conversation because I don't have much to say I mean I hardly leave the house and when they ask what you been up to and that I keep saying the same thing and it makes me feel like I'm boring and I guess they think that too. I might put the dating on hold until I improve my life with a job etc then I'll feel better and have things to talk about also be able to take them out and that I'm pretty skint at the moment

You speak wise words there Paula!
Thet ruined my 21st by telling my family my bf at the time was a rapist.. I couldnt defend him at the time cause i was unconscious.. They were probably right because he IS a womaniser. But I wasnt gonna believe a rumour his exes best friend told me so i said id give him a chance and make my own mistakes.
I'm SO happy i never slept with him. Apparently he was a woman beater too... He was controlling but i dunno 'bout the woman beater thing. If thats the case he would've tried to kill me when i dumped him!
Oooh Manchester- love that accent. I plan on goin' there someday to stalk the Gallaghers...
Hey course its worth it! I used ta have to travel 6 hours to see the guy i was with a few years ago!

Thanks Pink Paula, I'm glad that you accepted me

Well he WAS my best mate... til she got her own way and turned him and all our main mutual friends, bar one, against me! According to my mate Richy theyre gonna be together for life.. Meh.. No intention of making up with em anyway. They ruined my 21st and are trying to make life miserable...
Cool you met your bf here?! You'd never expect that... Does he live near you?
Yeah can't really tell anybody in my family. Well i could probably tell my brother, cousin and grandparents but thats it...
I think my mother asked was i a sociophobe before cause i never look at people when i talk to them. But it was a patronising tone, y'know? So i cant tell her...

Yer I was kind of excited too it would have been a change which I think I need but oh well plenty more fish in the sea. Yer I think we will still be mates. I'll have to start making more of an effort I think if I want to find someone I'll have to start messaging people and that I've just been waiting for messages lol but most girls won't approach lads will they, most want the lad to approach them so going to have to start making more of an effort

Yeah, its partially my fault too that i lost friends. I was trying way too hard.. Never become best friends with an ex with an overly jealous fiance... Thats so cool that your bf can understand ya! How'd ye get together if ya dont mind me askin'? Musta been hard! I cant tell my mother... I cant say a lot of things without her putting me down or laughin' at me. I dont think she means it- shes always been that way..

Ah yeah, she understands me - and i understand her Bipolar Disorder - so we're even!
My other friend is almost sure he suffers SA. I never noticed it really but he's grand around us! Though I'm the same as him pretty much.. Plus I've been like this most, if not all my life so some people are used to me. Ill never admit I have it to anyone who doesn't already though.. Not evn my own mother.. Sucks so much that you lost friends 'cause of it. All of them though? I've lost a few too, over stupid paranoia and just this thing in general! I love it here. Its like I'm in my own little world where everyone's like me! xP
I know whatcha mean. This is great bacause you know theres others out there like you. Like theres so many forum posts that i saw and just thought "WOW! Thought i was the only one..."

Hey, not too bad just a bit bored how are you? I don't think its happening now I haven't spoke to her recently I looked at her facebook and it looks like she's meeting up with someone else lol. The more I spoke to her then she seemed a bit too immature for me she's four years younger than me lol. I think she might be in that stage where she's just trying to get as many lads as possible sort of thing not really what I'm after. Bit of a shame but I think I'm going to look for someone else.

Newbie Power!

I've family in London. Never met them though- 'least i don't think I have! I know exactly what was goin' through your head when you joined 'cause its goin' thru mine now! Its my new addiction!!
I'm actually very relieved myself. I thought there was nobody else like this until my friend told me. That girl is amazin'!

Paddington. Was brought back to Ireland when I was a few weeks old. Both parents are Irish like.. How bout you?
I blame the computer for keeping me awake but i know if i wasnt on this I'd be doing something completely pointless till 8am!
I didn't even know SA existed til a few hours ago. Went lookin' it up and found this site! Glad I did cos my head was wrecked.. How long have you been on it?

Cool, i was born in London too!ha
I'm good. Can't sleep- sun aint out yet..
I love this site...
Literally joined about an hour ago.

How're you?

Next time I'll ask someone if they want to dress up as MIB lol I think it would look better two of us an post the pictures haha yer even the bus drivers in town try to rob you never mind the bars lol I think they take advantage of drunk people which is sad really but there's plenty of shit people out there I suppose. It did feel pointless when I lost half of my money I'll just have to be extra careful and take plenty of money out with me next time to make up for it

Aw well you are my gf your allowed to stalk me lol x

I know i wanted to do the pic as well lol. I got drunk before I left the house I must of give the bus driver £20 and forgot to get my change lol it put me in a bad mood kind of wrecked my mood definitely have to be more careful

I didn't end up going fancy dress there was a change of plan but I'll keep the idea for next time. I ended up losing £20 before I even got to town and I only took £40 out lol and over £3 per bottle it didn't last long so bit of a crap night but oh well there will be other times lol. How r u anyway?

If i end up doing it I'll post the pic