hello 
i could never talk to my mother about me , she judges me on everything and is very overly sarcastic and its difficult even talking to her about difficult things i always end up being crazy sounding dumb to her ? i cant remember how many times as a younger child and adult i would tell her how things hurt me and she would tell me nothjgs wrong until it got to the point of me physically ending up throwing up or unable to walk, i would feel more comfortable talking to a therapist than my mother ... which is scary because around other people i can feel my heart in my throat and i get very self conious . but i would just feel less judged that way and more understood
i could never talk to my mother about me , she judges me on everything and is very overly sarcastic and its difficult even talking to her about difficult things i always end up being crazy sounding dumb to her ? i cant remember how many times as a younger child and adult i would tell her how things hurt me and she would tell me nothjgs wrong until it got to the point of me physically ending up throwing up or unable to walk, i would feel more comfortable talking to a therapist than my mother ... which is scary because around other people i can feel my heart in my throat and i get very self conious . but i would just feel less judged that way and more understood