madness_lover

You are very welcome. How are things with you?

lol. Well it is because you are such a mix that makes you so gorgeous! I've only really started to embrace the way I look over the past year, and try to think of it as an asset. But it's also tricky not being in touch with the Cook Island part of me. I love the culture but know very little about it, and almost feel as though I have no right to be a part of it? Silly, I know. So culturally, I neither belong here nor there. I also don't look anything like either my Mum or Dad. It's almost funny how much we just do not look like each other. My mum has very dark skin and features, My dad is blue eyed and super-white, he used to be red-headed even lol. So me looking sorta Asian - doesnt add up all that much lol. But yeah, I think what has been the biggest problem in the past is just feeling 'different' to everyone else. Like I didn't really have a place in this group or that group.

Ugh. I meant to ask if you still struggle with the whole thing?

That mix sounds absolutely beautiful! I can understand where you are coming from completely. Like I said before, people have always said I look Asian, some think Spanish, some say Native American, my father in law thinks I look Alaskan! So much controversy over what my head looks like! It's always made me feel uncomfortable. Living in Australia didn't make it easier, I love the place, but it has one of the more racist populations in the world I think. Blond hair and blue eyes is what is 'accepted' as being a true Australian here. I've had more than a few racist commets toward me because of my looks. As I have a white dad and had nothing to do with my mother or her culture growing up, being bullied for being a 'foreigner' made me miserable and I cried a lot about it, and it was SO confusing. I was cautious about walking past typical 'white' Australians in case they made a mean comment to me. But anyway, I've come to sort of like the way I look now. Do you struggle with the whole thing?

You're welcome!
Yeah, it was an issue growing up for me, thats for sure. What mix are you?

I love your signature. I'm trying to aplly it to my life

Don't worry about the late response, i'm really bad at keeping in touch sometimes it can take me weeks to get back to someone 0_o

I'm into all sorts of punk, obviously the sex pistols lol UK Subs, Generation X, Stiff Little Fingers, The Skids. I could go on but i don't want to bore you lol who are you into?

I haven't seen the DB movie and I don't wanna see it, lol. Yeah, I can't imagine Keanu being Spike. It makes no sense.

Exactly lol anyone who refuses a hug is a loon in my books (kidding!) hehe

I'm into all sorts of music, i'll listen to anything lol but i do really like psychobilly, punk and ska

I do not like the newer Gundam series either. I only like the Universal Century stuff. I like all of those. Yeah I heard about the live-action movie of Cowboy Bebop. I don't think it's a good idea. I think it will turn out like the Dragon Ball movie, lol.

The Red Wings is a team I respect. They've been a hockey machine for a decade, though this year they had trouble and next year they might have to change their style of play, but they have the best scout in Europe and always manage to find hidden gems. They have a great coach too of course and it's a great organization overall. I'm a fan of the Canadiens, but you probably knew that already. Mobile Suit Gundam is my favourite anime but Cowboy Bebop is right after. I've seen Hellsing too, it's good. And yeah, it all started with DBZ!

Kool! What's your favourite anime and hockey team?

Lmao yeah that's the walk! it cracks me up lol. and house of fun is an awesome song! Anyways nice to have talked to you i am now off to bed lol, goodnight!

I love the band! whats your fav song? lmao there music videos make me laugh the way they're all lined up behind eachother doing a crazy walk lol! and true! a dose of madness makes life much more interesting! ::

Are you a madness fan (the band) or just madness in general? ::

I'm guessing as well you're a Madness fan lol i'm liking you're taste in music

Awww thanks, i just saw the pic and thought it might make people smile so i went with it hehe

Hiya, i just wanted to say i love your avatar, it's such a cool pic

welcome to the site madness_lover
i hope your feeling well

youre welcome i thought what you wrote on my "i STILL think im ugly..." thread just devestating. hope things improve for you in that area