Hi everybody,i just found this website,so i'm really new.let me tell you about myself.i've always known there was something wrong with me.thought i was alone,i didn't want to interact with people,avoided social situations even family stuff.this made it very difficult to work,i was in retail for 10 years.i say was because 6 mos ago i had a meltdown at work and walked off the job.what an idiot i am walking off the job that was paying me a really good salary.i havent been able to go back for fear of what people will think of me.i have been fealling very bad about myself (even contemplating suicide).my family doesn't know what to think of me,i can tell.i thought i was the only one that had same feelings as me until i found this website,it stopped me from thinking of hurting myself.it helps alot to know i'm not alone.thank you.