Recent content by Johnnash

i think i am really done. i don't like anything about myself - the way i look,the way i talk, my reputation, my social phobia, moodiness, depression, my race, the religion i was born into. yesterday, i spent a whole day flaming against my own race on a different forum behind a fake id and i...

I work for a small software company and the branch which I work at hasonly about 10-15 employees in a small room. My work is fairly interesting(developing scientific software), and the pay is good.The best part is that the company I work for is inside the campus of the best tech university of...

Do they really exist or is it just a scam ? I do hear a lot of people making small amount of money with this but I'm not sure if these people are authentic. I'm looking for a work at home type of job, anything to do with computers.Can any one tell me ? Please don't suggest me the ones where you...

I just can't get rid of it. No matter where I go those people will always be there. I'm ashamed of myself; I ask myself everyday why I did that stupid thing when everything was going fine in my life. I recked everything in my life. I'm a burden on my parents. I don't know what is going to happen...

i mean a lot of us have problems are because of the way society has treated us in the past..we know that society will always remain the same....taking medicines ain't gonna change shit!

have you ever felt that they are doing it just to bring you down or inflict a sense of guilt in you, apart from the fact that you are weird. I've felt this several times. Being weird is just an excuse. Some people have really nefarious motives.

Hi I'm from India.Where do I start from ? I guess my story is very different from lot of people here. I am the kind of guy who never went to parties, lost my first job due to bullying in 3 days, malicious rumors(which were true actually) were spread about me 3 years back at college. I was...

so why are some of you contemplating suicide ? im definitely not the happiest person, perhaps my predicament is worse than some of you, but i dont feel suicidal at all..i however feel like running to a place where nobody knew me..

I'm from India. I'm suffering from severe social phobia because of harassment I received from others[I will post my story soon]. I'm planning to go to USA next year for my masters degree. What I want to ask is whether masters program in computer science requires heavy social interaction. The...