Blog Entry: Almost time to get up... i feel so lonely even though i'm a member of some chat sites and chat in the sa rooms as well. People don't know me because i only have contact with them through here... it seems like most of the chatters know each other well and are good friends. I keep pushing even people online away in fear of being found pout... that i'm totally uninteresting and immature. I'll probably stay in bed a little longer to waste away my day and further impair my creative thinking . too much computer use is truely mind numbing