How funny. I was Considering leaving this forum, and checked my Email, and had a friend request. You are from Oregon too huh? And you have kids, have anxiety problems and are in your early thirties. Sounds like we have a remarkable amount of things in common. How are you? Is there any thing I can do for you? It looks like you just joined this site, that could mean that things are getting dark for you but trust me things will get better. Contact me again if you need to talk.