Recent content by elleklobber

I left my old life behind. I moved up (4 hours drive away) from my parents to live with my boyfriend. I dont know anyone up here except him and his family. Im not comfortable completely around his family yet but hope to one day. I wont see my parents this xmas, Il see them again in the new...

I hate the way I look but when I put makeup on, it makes me feel so much better. It helps in social situations when I put a bit on, as I feel better about myself. When Im having a very anxious day, I put makeup on to make myself look prettier and then I feel better. And my day goes from...

I used to find it hard giving my opinion on things as I always believed that I was probably wrong all the time and never believed in myself to know the right answer. Like before, if it was a saturday and someone said it was a sunday I would be too afraid to disagree with them because I never had...

Does anyone get nervous around vending machines or hot drinks machines? I have trouble with machines and technology and have a fear of using them as I probably wouldnt know how to use them properly. Ive used vending machines in the past and sometimes I have been able to use them ok, other...

Is anyone like me in that, you might be going out shopping with people you dont know very well for instance. Or some other event that you have to go to. Whereby, you spend days, maybe even weeks worrying about it beforehand, and then when you are actually there, its nowhere near as bad as you...

I used to be a member of this site a few years ago. It was coming on this site and making an online friend back then, that helped start the ball rolling into me getting help for SP/SA. Ive come out of a controlling relationship which made my SP/SA worse, had a couple of years of one-to-one...