Recent content by blubs

Hi, I've recently had a baby. He is fantastic & I love him with a BIG BIG love. But I am really struggling to cope emotionally with the responsibility I have for his development when I have no social skills of my own. I feel like he would be better off with a different mum & am becoming very...

My computer has been defiant lately. I ask it to do something & it won't. This has made me disproportionately angry. I don't know if it will let me post this message. If it will I would like to say 'hello' to any one who I chat to from this site...& I'm sorry if it seems like I'm ignoring...

I'm feeling depressed lately. Just really down. Does any one else get depressed at all? & does any one have any advice?

Hi everyone, How're you all doing? I haven't been on this site much recently...& I expect there are a lot of new folk who won't know me at all....but hopefully there will be some of my nice SA friends who'll remember me :) Anyway...I just wanted to share with you all my good news...that baby...

A friend of mine from this site recently asked me about my school days & experience of SA. I wrote a bit about them & although it was a LONG time ago I realised I'd never talked about them before...so I thought it was time to get them off my chest. So here I go... I was bullied all through...

Hello Everyone I know its a few days early...but I wanted to wish everyone.. MERRY CHRISTMAS :P I know that celebrations can be a bit of a stress-fest if you have SA...but I hope everyone finds something to enjoy over the holidays. BEST WISHES to all of you... blubs :D :D :D :D :D...

hi everyone I have been feeling depressed for at least part of each day for a while...but lately, the last few weeks, I've gone into a completely black depression and don't feel ok at all. I spend about 10 to 12 hours by myself each day...and when I feel ok I can just about cope with it...but...

I love reading everyones poems, so I've tried to write one about sp. I tried hard...so no sarcasm please. Now that my life has shrunk close around me Like a hem, unravelling with fear My links with the world are the weakest threads Unravelling And pinning me here The future stretches thinly...

I thought 'what is good for a person' was a good question, and it made me wonder....what is bad? so here are some thoughts.... fear preconceptions procrastination excuses overcrowding intrusion of personal space obsessiveness dishonesty dissmissiveness competition

Hi everyone I have been ill for a week or so... Tonight I went to bed and can't sleep. I feel anxious and 'panicky' a lot in general....but I don't think I have ever had a 'panic attack'. But tonight I have got stomach pains, pains in my arms and legs, in my chest and I feel like someone is...

Hiya I wrote someones nickname down when posting a comment earlier, and I noticed it had a really nice sound....like an American Indian name.(I wont say the name in case they don't want me to) My nickname is not so pretty :lol: So I was wondering about nicknames generally...

Hiya This morning I was taking my dog out for a walk...and I had to walk past a group of men, who were fishing. They started chatting to me..in a friendly way. Then one caught a tiny fish and shouted at me..... "HEY LUV......IS IT TRUE SIZE DOESN'T MATTER??!!" So...Does anyone else find this...

Hiya I have a problem with drinking in front of people. This is my worse thing at the moment. I get REALLY anxious if I'm at someones house and they make a coffee....I just can't pick it up and drink it! I f I have an alcoholic drink, then if I can actually get the first couple down, then it...