hey blubs, oh sweetie, i'm so sorry you've been feeling that way. depression is a NIGHTMARE. i know all too well how you're feeling, and i always cringe when i hear someone is feeling depressed.
all i can tell you and meow both, is that it will pass!! just imagine yourself a month from now, and chances are it will have passed. things WILL get back to normal. get out of the house, go for a walk, go to the store, do anything you can to stay busy. keep the TV or radio on, have white noise to distract you.
best wishes to both of ya's