Life...its a game....literally

de-vin

de-vin

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Im 18-Im agnostic, I used to be Christian and I lost my religion almost 4 years ago. And with no god and none of my questions answered I have no motivation to go to college, get a job. I wonder why live life, we are basically just organisms on a planet who have gained intelligence and created a society structure that goes against their natural instincts and is killing them slowly every minute. So anyway I have no motivation to live other then the fact that I don't really want to die, but I don't like living either really. Unless Im smoking weed, then I feel content with life. But the weed smoking doesn't mix well with society's expectations on me. I also have OCD and anxiety/depression. Im just sort of venting here and seeing if anyone else feels this way about life. Im here if you want to talk or want me to go into detail.
 
txjeepin

txjeepin

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i feel the same way. sometimes i just feel like downing a whole bottle of tylenol PM and just letting go of everything. i suffer from ocd/anxiety and depression. i even go to a psychologist but he doesn't take anything i say seriously. almost like he just likes collecting the check i give him for $140 a session. when you think about it, those people make a living off others problems. kinda ironic.

sometimes i feel like if i maybe find love somewhere that it may help me. but i don't see myself ever being in a relationship. i feel empty inside no matter what. i just experienced this today. a girl i liked hung out with me for a while and i jsut realized nothing will ever happen and i felt nothing. I AM NUMB TO THE WORLD IT SEEMS.
 
de-vin

de-vin

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I have a g/f and if she is right for you it does make things easier because you aren't so lonley. I once said i'll never find anyone, but I did and im pretty sure you will. How old are you?
 
Birdman

Birdman

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de-vin said:
Im 18-Im agnostic, I used to be Christian and I lost my religion almost 4 years ago. And with no god and none of my questions answered I have no motivation to go to college, get a job. I wonder why live life, we are basically just organisms on a planet who have gained intelligence and created a society structure that goes against their natural instincts and is killing them slowly every minute. So anyway I have no motivation to live other then the fact that I don't really want to die, but I don't like living either really. Unless Im smoking weed, then I feel content with life. But the weed smoking doesn't mix well with society's expectations on me. I also have OCD and anxiety/depression. Im just sort of venting here and seeing if anyone else feels this way about life. Im here if you want to talk or want me to go into detail.
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Hell yeah i know what you mean, do you also have ADD or ADHD?
 
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bletch

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You have more wisdom than most people do. Too bad, it means you will have a worse life than most people also.
 
freestylemonster

freestylemonster

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Here's my reasoning...Since there doesn't seem to be a point to life/existence, why take it seriously?? Just have as much fun as you can, and do as little work as possible...Then when you die, you'll be happy that you lived your life :)
 
durda_dan

durda_dan

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freestylemonster said:
Here's my reasoning...Since there doesn't seem to be a point to life/existence, why take it seriously?? Just have as much fun as you can, and do as little work as possible...Then when you die, you'll be happy that you lived your life :)
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kinda how i look at it, i want to experience as much as i can in life. Not because it's good or bad, jst because someday when you go to heaven or hell, you know there are going to be people bragging

Edison- I invented the lightbulb

Einstien- I invented the theory of reletivity

Jimi Hendrix- I was teh best guitarist who ever lived

me- uhm... I fucked 3 girls while skydiving over shark infested water and then had to swim back 300 yards to go back to the closest island which was full of pygmies who want to eat me

Edison Einstien and hendrix - Wow, Now that is worth bragging about!
 
kayelle

kayelle

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freestylemonster said:
Here's my reasoning...Since there doesn't seem to be a point to life/existence, why take it seriously?? Just have as much fun as you can, and do as little work as possible...Then when you die, you'll be happy that you lived your life :)
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That's pretty much exactly what I was guna say. If the only thing you believe in is this life, that you only have this one chance to live and make a go of it, and really all we are is just animals, living on one of billions of planets, wouldn't you want to live your life to the full while you're here?
 
artsychick7

artsychick7

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yep

Heck. I've thought of all those things. I start thinking infinitely and I get so depressed and feel aweful. (I'm a ver, out of the box?, logical sort of thinks of everything kind of person, so the organism thing crossed my mind many times too. this worlds so sucky sometimes (most) its depressing)

But, I have a special something thats helped answer all my questions and...even when I was feeling bad about that, somehow it always came back. I also haven't taken drugs, probably because of this special thing. If you want to know more, I can help ^-^ If you don't its perfectly understandable- not gonna pressure anyone <--don't like pressure myself >.>

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