Please can someone talk me out of this?

[Checkonit22]

It's been almost a year since I've talk to my crush.

Time suppose to heal everything right? I don't know why it's not working for me. I am trying really hard! My new year's resolution was no facebook stalking.

Well - broke that resolution after a month and a half. I wish I hadn't now I see they are moving out of town.

So, I was thinking of sending a text late at night. Just a simple "how are you".

But I know I'll regret it down the road. I guess I'm looking for the assurance to say "yeah go ahead" or "no dont do it"

I don't know what to do.

 

[Hellhound]

I don't get it. Why haven't you talked to them in so long?

 

[Checkonit22]

I don't get it. Why haven't you talked to them in so long?

Good question. Well first I was mad. I didn't want to be the first to contact.

I guess I was thinking it would look desperate. I have so many scenario in my head. Im so unsure of myself and second guess myself and put myself in the other shoes ...before I make a decision.