cainke
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Like....I was just in the shower, and I heard someone make a loud noise...and the rest of the time all I could think about was someone going on a killing spree and walking into each apartment where I live and shooting them...The entire time I was waiting for someone to bust into the bathroom and kill me. I tried to shower as fast as possible and kept looking out the curtain.
Or, I hate walking alone at nite because I'm terrified I'll be raped.
Or, I have constant thoughts of being in car crashes whenever I drive, over and over.
A lot are of someone dying that's really close to me.
It's just like I have some thought, and then really build it up in my head and can't stop thinking about it, and sometimes they are things that are completely absurd...like someones head exploding in class.
Maybe these thoughts are more common than I know, I have more than these..I was just wondering if you guys have these same thoughts?
Hopefully, because now I feel crazy.
I hope this makes sense...I'm terrible at explaining myself.
Or, I hate walking alone at nite because I'm terrified I'll be raped.
Or, I have constant thoughts of being in car crashes whenever I drive, over and over.
A lot are of someone dying that's really close to me.
It's just like I have some thought, and then really build it up in my head and can't stop thinking about it, and sometimes they are things that are completely absurd...like someones head exploding in class.
Maybe these thoughts are more common than I know, I have more than these..I was just wondering if you guys have these same thoughts?
Hopefully, because now I feel crazy.
I hope this makes sense...I'm terrible at explaining myself.