ive had this strange mix of anxiety/dysthymia/introverted disorder for as long as i can remember.this nasty mix has basically made it impossible to live a fully functional (aka happy) existence.im in my mid 30s and i work and just do basic hobbies outside.i definitely would say its extremely hard for me to enjoy life, i look at it as more of something to 'get through'.when i run into people from my past its quite strange.i usually quickly make conversation and steer it away from what ive been up to because ive been up to nothing, for a long time.it is so bizarre to not have strong interest in relationships, family or in having kids or going out and doing things. i simply seem to be in a static state and when i look back on last 10-15 years, its like a complete waste.others have strong memories, but i dont, i remember work and doing my own thing.i feel like life has passed me by basically.i missed experiences others have had and continue to do so.anyone else in their 30s and basically feel like in a very confused state?i cant change the past but at the same time, i have no self-identity.
also, for those in their 30s, how do you explain your life to others you meet?
also, for those in their 30s, how do you explain your life to others you meet?