I know this has nothing to do with SA, but I just needed to vent. I feel like I'm gonna go insane. I'm already depressed and stressed out most the time. The LAST thing I need is another stresser. One minute he's (my dad) arguing with my mom, and then when he gets tired of arguing/bitchin with her (over nothing), he moves on to someone else.
We had a stupid argument about an hour ago. It started out with him telling me (for the hundreth time) that I needed to change my hair back to black bcus he didn't like my new color. So I told him I wasn't putting another dye in my hair til January or Febuary because dyes can damage your hair. So then he started tellin' me that he grew up with 3 sisters and that I didn't know what I was talkin about. I kept trying to explain to him that a semi-dye is different from permanent dye, but he started over talkin' me tellin me how he grew up with 3 sisters and that I didnt know what I was talkin about...
So then he starts talkin about how he's a man and he knows what looks good on me. So then he asks me, "who would u rather do your hair, a gay man or a woman?" And I said, "well, I don't look at a GAY man as a man." So then he goes on talkin about how all male beauticians are not gay. THEN, he starts b******g at me about how I'm shallow for THINKING (never knew it was a crime to THINK) that every man who likes doing women hair is gay. (most male beauticians ARE gay!) He seemed to be getting REALLY defensive over feminine men, so I jokingly said, "Hmm, well, I'm starting to wonder about you". So then he goes off on me, ballin up his fist sayin I'm lucky I'm his daughter, otherwise he'd punch me in the face for implying that he has "a hint of B**** in him." I walked into my room just to get out of his face, and he followed me into my room and started arguing about how I needed to learn how to stand up to arguments instead of walkin away.
I used to be a real daddy's girl, but now I HATE him! My brother doesn't like him either. And my sister almost never says anything to him. I try to avoid conversation with this man at all costs, bcus it's virtually IMPOSSIBLE to have a decent conversation with him. He's VERY opinionated and he'll say s**t just to get a reaction so he can start arguing again. You can say you like Orange Kool-Aid over Cherry Kool-Aid, and if he doesn't agree with that he'll turn it into a BIG argument and make YOU seem like the problem. He's nothing but a big bully and I swear I fuc**n hate him!
Anyway, about a 15 mins later he comes in my room and says, "so, do you wanna call it a truce, little girl?" I didn't respond bcus I didn't like the fact he was trying to belittle me by referring to me as a "little girl" instead of a young lady (I'm 21 yrs old!). So then he walks away and says, "alrite, that's cool with me." I swear I ****** hate him!
